Who'll dry your eyes
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I opened my eyes, as the eye blinding light was making me squint my eyes. After a while of procastination, I finally sat straightening my back. I yawned messily wiping my eyes.
I don't feel much weak now, but why I am in an unfamiliar room. I was in the bathroom last time. A wave of panick struck me as soon as realisation stabbed me hard.
I'm in hospital !
But who bought me here, from Jungkook's demeanor it doesn't seem he will ever want to save me or care for me. Nevertheless, I honestly have buried the dead roses, and let the bygones be bygones.
I looked around the room, my eyes stopped on the man who looked at me with a warm glint in his eyes and care on his expressions. I must be under the influence of medicines.
" Are you alright now ? " he asked me as I looked at him dumbfounded. Pointing my forefinger on my face, I cocked an eyebrow. " Me ? " questioning him.
" Who else is there is the room other than me and you ? " yeah, Me and Him. Not US. It will never be Us. I looked down at the thought, before looking up again.
He stood up from his seat, walking towards me. My mood was foul again at my thoughts. "W-What ? " He professionally ignored me, before standing in front of me as I backed a bit.
" Come on, lavender. Let me check your temperature. " He spoke bringing his hand near my forehead. I tried to avoid his hand but he was being stubborn not taking his hand back.
He this time placed his hand over my forehead, his hand was ice cold. Cold enough to make me feel shivers. I felt a chill run in my blood as he finally backed, probably sensed my discomfort.
But how wrong was I.
Instead of leaving me, he pulled me in a tight suffocating and unwanted embrace. His heart was beating wildly against my ear. While, his chin rested on my head. I could feel when he caressed my back, and placed a kiss of my head.
But it did not move me at all. All I could think at this moment is to push him away from me. And hide under the blanket. I am just too uncomfortable by his touch now.
There was a time I used to yearn for his touch, and now I can't even tolerate a harmless hug from him. Our relationship evolved from me being a lovesick bitch to this ignorant harassed woman.
" You okay, lavender ? "
I nodded slowly as he sighed on my head. " You had harassed me back then. " I finally blurted as I felt him stiffen and his heart skip a beat.
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Regretful Love | 𝐉.𝐉𝐊 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧
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