[ 𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐒𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐀𝐔 ]
" Don't build any hope from this marriage. I dont love you, and I never will. " your newlywed husband stated coldly.
" But I love you, and I thought you did too. Why did you marry me if you did not love me ? "...
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It's amazing how life can take wondrous turns in just few moments. For am instance, take my example who knew how my life would take this crazy turn ?
Had I ever thought that I'll have to run away ?
Answer to all these is a big No.
It isn't easy to leave the person I have loved my whole life, and given so much devotion to. It feels as if a part of me is absent, I can feel this void. But I like this void, its better than being broken into pieces daily.
I'm broken bit atleast can still stand strong, I know it will be a hard road. I'll face crisis, mental & emotional breakdown, depression but I will mend my self.
Jihoon is in junior school right now, if we shift to NYC right now. He will be able to adapt more quickly than a high schooler. I feel bad for him, but it's necessary.
It's not like I need money or finances, my assets are more than enough. But considering my mental condition,I do need to start working. I want to start my own company.
It will be a difficult but not impossible.
My initial planning is done I just need to carry them out accurately from point to point mechanically. Hoping for the best.
My life's already ruined can't ruin any other life just for my selfish reasons. I know Jihoon is attached to his father alot, but he still agreed on staying with me. And I am more than thankful for that.
Maybe I liked this roller coaster, not anymore. I don't want that man anymore, he comes with pain and just pain. And I thought I could take it, but I could not. Not anymore, especially from him.
I was obsessed, I did things, I payed, I regretted, I cried, I wailed, I left him, I let go—–cycle done.
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