Regretful Love | 𝐉.𝐉𝐊 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

Chapter 21 | Self Destruction

I'll be with you dusk till dawn

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The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was the blur sunlight cascading in fine lines all across the room. Casting a golden glow in the white walls and ceiling. I rubbed my eyes to clear my vision.

Soon a feeling like a million needles were piercing my core and body stuck me hard. I removed the comforter from me, only to find my body covered from the purple and blue marks, making it horrible to look at.

I let it happen again, he was able to use me again and exercise his authority on my body. I hated it, the fading pleasure left a lasting scar on my dignity and heart.

I can't blame him fully, as I could fight back instead of moaning and whining, surrendering to him like a whore. I grabbed my hair the hardest I could. " How can I ? Why ? No ! No ! " I soon broke into series of sobs.

It felt like someone was tearing my heart slowly and painfully, my chest felt heavy that it was getting difficult to breathe. This heavy lingering pain on my body just intensify the burn of my chest.

I can't think of anything else other than how to get rid of this pain. I wish I could turn back the time and stop myself from committing the mistake of marrying him. I should have married the guy father had told me to.

Atleast, I wouldn't have to face all these toxic shits.

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She stood up like abruptly as her legs limped and she was about to fall. However, ignoring the pain she went directly to the washroom.

She was about to fall as she stable herself before turning the shower on. Her head was shaking as she continuously shook her head here and there-An attempt to escape the reality.

Her hands shook as she rubbed harshly on her skin, trying to get rid of the marks he had left on her body.

As the time passed, her skin started to get red and hurt from the assualt. She slid down on the floor. The cold water fell on her head, trying to calm her nerves.

It didn't take much time for her to faint out of exerting too much. Her body slid completely down, causing her head to hit down the floor.

Th water from shower fell on her head, but her unconscious state was too lost to be bothered by it.

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Such a hectic day it is today ! After having more than a three hours debate on which model shall we choose, at the end all agreed at Gigi Hadid-The one I had proposed in the first 10 minutes.

Furthermore, the irony does not end here. Those bastards now think we should use a Korean influencer too. However, I firmly disagreed on it not wanting to make the opening overbearing.

But at the end, I had to agree with those fuckers as they are the shareholders. I am pretty sure the Kims will not stay silent this time.

It is going to be hell of a stress to know, who will they be using to promote their product. But since I am a businessman, instead of caring for what they'll be doing I should care about what I will be doing.

Flipping my hair back, I pick up the file of the company's financial statements of the month. I need to check it all, in addition to the reports submitted by the management.