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11th Bangtan Aniversary ☆•••
A f t e r a f e w d a y s" How can you let him order you- " the lady interjected as the woman sitting in front of her tried to retaliate, " I didn't, you don't get- " she was cut off by the other lady again. " Come on! Don't kid me. I know your motherfucker of husband and your so called love! "
" I don't love him anymore, " she argued to the lady-who just snorted in return. " Oh really, god you are so very lying and an one-dimensional fool Y/n, " the lady slammed her hand on the table hard.
" I can't with you Sia. I know you are worried for me, but can you for once stop humiliating me ? " Yn tried to point her issue. " I so am humiliating you Yn. God has given you everything-money, fame, looks, a supporting family and god even a freaking son. And you tell me that you are still stuck !? "
" Yeah, I am. For fucks sake I admit, Yes I was obsessed, Yes I wanted him to love me. Now here am I, come one curse me all you want to." She spoke causing Sia's eyes to widen. " Don't tell me your schizophrenia is kicking again. Yn, he is just your obsession! Get over it. It's been 10 damned years now. " Her words caused Yn to seal her lips.
"Let's have a serious and rational talk. Yn you wasted so much of life in all these shits, your vulnerability, your desperation I understand. But wasting 10 years just on those ? It's crazy. " she spoke palming her forehead as her eyebrows pinched together.
" I just could not make up my mind. And whenever I tried to, he always manipulated me with his words. You know what, I was living in this fake lie for damned 5 years that he is the only one I have. And I can rely on. You think I ain't affected, my mental balance is all imbalanced. " Yn cried out as everything that was piled up in her mind erupted.
" Shut it. I don't want your tears Y/n. I know you and your advances. I know you more than anyone out there. So wipe these fake tears, they might convince others but not me. Just spill out everything I'm getting seriously tired from it. "
Yn huffed as she wiped her tears from the napkin before looking Sia in the eye. " I am a Masochist, a Psyche, like what. For god's sake Sia, you know what I have done in past and what I have left behind just for this life. I am a Schizophrenic, " she whisper-yelled.
" That's what I'm pointing out from the past while. You cant leave him, I know you, and how smitten you were and may be still are from that Jeon bastard. " Yn sighed lowering her eyes, leaning her face on he back of her palm, resting the elbow on table.
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Regretful Love | 𝐉.𝐉𝐊 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧
Fanfiction[ 𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐒𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐀𝐔 ] " Don't build any hope from this marriage. I dont love you, and I never will. " your newlywed husband stated coldly. " But I love you, and I thought you did too. Why did you marry me if you did not love me ? "...