You knew from a young age that you were lesbian. To say its been a very difficult journey is accurate.
Your parents aren't very accepting of it. They were homophobic, if you were to put a label on it.
You came out to them when you were 16 but they always had a feeling you were lesbian from when you were 13 onwards.
You and Nat have been dating now for 3 years, and you had yet to tell your parents about her. They have met Natasha before on various occasions, but you 'promised' them that she was only a friend. They seemed to believe it.
You and Nat were curled up in your bedroom. You sat up and looked down at her. "Happy pride month, baby." You smiled. "Happy pride month, detka." Nat leaned up and kissed you. You deepened the kiss by pulling her closer towards you. Nat let out a little moan, making you chuckle a little. Nat sat up properly and straddled your waist as you made out for a while. You could tell Nat wanted to go further, but you hadn't gone further than making out before, so when she tugged at your jeans, you stiffened up. Nat noticed and pulled away with a small frown.
"You okay?" Nat panted. "Y-Yeah, fine." You kissed her again, but she pulled away from the kiss. "No, you're not. What's wrong? And don't lie to me." Nat moved a strand of your hair to the side of your face. "I've never gone further, then this." You whispered. Nat chuckled with a little relief. She was scared it was something else. "Oh baby, that's okay. We don't have to go any further if you don't feel comfortable." Nat reassures. You hesitated and bit your lip. "What if I do want to go further? If I want to do it with anyone, I would want my first to be with you because I love you, and I trust you more than anyone else." You confessed shyly.
You were head over heels in love with Natasha. Nat smiled widely. "I love you too. We can go further if you'd like. But if it gets too uncomfortable or anything, you need to tell me, okay?" You nodded. "Safe words. Tell me them." Nat demanded as she unbuttoned your jeans. "Uhm, Green for okay, yellow for slow down and red for stop." You moved your hips up so Nat could pull your jeans down. "Good girl. You're my good girl, aren't you?" Nat purred, and started kissing you again.
You both just made out for quite a while before Nat slowly tugged at your underwear, silently asking for your permission. You nodded when she looked at you. She pulled down your underwear and threw them across the room.
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You panted as Nat slowed down. "Colour?" She questioned and looked up at you. You had already came three times and she could tell you were starting to get over-stimulated. "Yellow." You whimpered and moved your hips more. Nat straddled you again as you continued to make out.
Without your knowledge, your parents had pulled up to the driveway. They had been out to a dinner and told you they'd be home for 10pm. It was 11pm currently. "Y/N, I hope you cleaned your bedroom like we asked you to, if not you're going in the base-" Your mom froze when she entered the room. You and Nat froze too. "Mom, this isn't what it looks like-" Your Mom cut you off. "I thought you said you and Natasha here were just friends huh? What happened to that you big fat liar?!" Your Mom yelled at you.
"Because I knew you would react like this!" You screamed back, Nat held you tightly in her arms, feeling how tense and uncomfortable you suddenly became. "Natasha, please leave immediately." Your Mom warned. "I'm not going anywhere, Y/M/S/N." Nat determined. She wasn't leaving you here. She knew what your parents did to you when she wasn't around. It wasn't good.
Your Mom huffed. "You're the reason she's like this. Gay." Your mom yelled again. "Lesbian! I'm lesbian! There's a difference!" You yelled back. Your Dad was now standing beside her. "Romanoff, this is your last warning to leave." Your Dad threatened. "Stop threatening my girlfriend!" You yelled. Tears were running down your face at this point. "Nat, please go." You whispered, pushing her out of your grip as your parents walked out of the room for a moment. "No. Not a chance in hell am I leaving you here with them." Nat could hear your parents talking about your punishments once she was to leave. She knew you wouldn't make it out alive if she left. "Let's go."
Nat quickly grabbed a duffle bag from your wardrobe and stuffed it with your essentials. "What?" You wiped your tears away. "We're gonna leave here. You're going to come live with me." Nat briefly explained. "B-But my parents know where you live. They'll find us there." You stammered. You were shaking with fear, nerves, anger, hurt. You were emotionally drained. Nat could see that.
Nat ziped up the now full duffle bag and helped you put your jeans back on quickly. "I have a back up plan." Nat opened your window, which she threw your duffle bag onto the ground below. "Are you coming?" She asked with a frown, knowing you didn't have long before your parents marched back into the room. "Yeah." You sighed and grabbed her hand as she helped you climb down.
Nat's plan was definitely worth it. You were both now cuddled up in a small mini caravan that one of her friends had set up for her in Norway. She was reciting lines from one of her favourite movies while you both ate ice cream and laughed together. You knew you couldn't hide forever, but right now, there was no place you'd rather be.
"Happy pride month, my love." Nat smiled at you goofily, ice cream all over her mouth.
"Happy pride month, Tashie." You kissed her on the lips with a smile.
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Natasha Romanoff One Shots
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