Mine

Adrian

I wish I could un recall how we almost had it all.

. . .

Fucking hell, she needs to stop doing this to me.

"Tell me adrian, do you think you deserve to be punished?" She says as she grinds on my thighs.

"Well I think you do, i think you need to learn your lesson so you never repeat your mistake again." She says, her voice so smooth and sharp it could cut through glass.

I tighten my hands around her waist, picking her up, and i place her beside me.

I get up and say, "Look alicia, just leave me the fuck alone alright? You didn't have a problem leaving before so go ahead and do it again. I genuinely do not give one fuck." I say rolling my eyes, but deep down, I cared, I cared a fuck load, and it hurt to know that she left me twice all alone. My heart ached for her, quite literally.

Alicia

He knows my name, he figured out who I was.

He doesn't want me.

No, shut up. He doesn't get that choice. Im sick of this.

"I really tried alright? To be nice, but its just not something im capable of doing so excuse me, my love, for what im about to do." I say and take the syringe out of my purse, watching his eyes widen and inject his neck.

"Stop, what the fuck?" He begins to say, but he's out before he could protest any further.

Good. He's all mine now. At least I will have reassurance that he will be safe, in my house, in my room, with no way of getting out.

I take the syringe out, and put it in his drawer. I would be selling this house soon, i would see what to do with it then, he didn't need a place when he would stay with me.

I sigh and decide to call alex. He worked for me, the only fucking person who wasn't a male chauvinistic asshole.

So of course i trusted him more than the other men filled with too much testerone for their own good.

I ask him to trail my car, to make sure we would not be followed, i could not allow mishaps when the love of my life was in the same car as me.

I get in the front seat, and i make him lie down in the seat in the back.

I connect my phone to the speaker and decrease the volume.

even statues crumble when they're made to wait

im so afraid to seal my fate

no sign of soulmates

im just a paperweight,

in shades of greige,

spending my last coin so someone will tell me It'll be okay.

Soft rain drops started falling on the windshield as the next song plays.

The bolter.

I stop the car in the first parking lot i could find.

I look behind to see adrian with his eyes closed, looking peaceful.

"Hey adrian, i might as well confess right now because i can not for the life of me do it while you are awake. I love you so fucking much. I have since that day in 7th grade when i saw your face for the last time, i swear i did not know that i would be leaving. If i did i would have held on and never let go. You were the only thing that mattered to me then and you're the only thing that matters to me now, I want to say I love you to the moon and to saturn, and a whole fucking round of the solar system, and then the universe, but that just would not be enough. I swear i will explain one day, i swear to the fucking gods i will but for now, i can not. And i apologize for that, I just hope that one day you forgive me for the hell hole i have made our lives." I say and get out of the car.

I leave on the air conditioner and lock the doors. I had grabbed my gun and now i am going to end the person who fucking started this.

I toss alex, who was just getting out of his car the keys, "Be careful, a hair missing from his head and you are dead." I say with a glare and go to his car.

I get in and drive to my fathers house.

I would call it home but thats not what it was anymore.

A hellhole maybe but not a home.

He lived in Malibu, which was about 2 hours from los angeles. With traffic it would take me 1 just to get to the highway, and i couldn't fucking wait to kill both him and his mistress.

. . .

a/n

next chapter tomorrow i hope. If i wake up on time then yes. ;)

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