Mine

Adrian

Wish you knew that I miss you too much to be be mad anymore.
-Taylor Swift, mirrorball

Why did I do that? I have been asking myself the same question for hours now.

Betty, was the old womans name. She gave me waffles soon after the whole spider thing went down. Alicia called one of her guards over to release it in the outside world and betty was saved.

We were currently at the table eating waffles, just me and alicia. No one else.

We sat next to each other because all the other chairs had disappeared.

I think I knew what happened to them.

"Look adrian, I will just talk right now because I am unable to wait. I did not leave you, well yes I did but not willingly, i know that it fucking hurt you and for that i am so so fucking sorry, but i had no choice. It was either that or losing mama. I want to explain everything to you so please please please once we're done with food dont shut me out and let me explain when we get upstairs."  She suddenly starts, her eyes brimming with tears.

I nod, about to cry myself and stuff my face with the stupid delicious waffles.

We both finish eating a few minutes later and head upstairs.

Alicia

He walks into the room before me and I shut the door behind him.

"Adrian please, sit down. With me." I say and get on the bed, patting the space beside me.

"Okay uh- when I was younger, I would always hear screams echoing through the halls of our house, i just never knew they were mama. She would cry all night and I, I- never noticed." I start. My eyes brimming with tears, my whole face wet.

"A few days after we became friends, my dad found out, I was talking to betty about you and telling her how cute you were and how I was going to end up with you one day. He heard it all. He got mom out and held a knife to her throat," i hitch a breath, "that was the first time I witnessed it happen. He proceeded to beat her up and told me he would kill her next and do the same to me if I ever saw you again. Mama pulled me out of school and the homeschooling began. A few weeks later I couldn't take it anymore. All i saw at home was violence it was messing me up so I went to dad and begged him to let me see you, because I felt bad for leaving you. He slapped me and then shot mama. A few months later he had a mistress. Mama survived the shot but she couldn't take it anymore.  She came to my room one night, kissed my forehead, told me to only trust betty and be headstrong and told me she loved me forever and always and left the room. I was a confused little kid. I then heard a gun shot. Scared, i ran out, i went to her room and saw her there. Just lying, her lifeless eyes looking above at the sky. After mama, papa was more strict with me, i was to never leave the house without 4-5 guards and even while sleeping someone would watch me. 2-3 years ago I was free. I was going to be the donna so papa left his position and the guards went with him. The first thing I did was find you, but uh you were in a relationship with someone. And as much as it made me want to kill her, i just wanted you to be happy-" i rush out.

His eyebrows had a crease between them as he looked at me, urging me to continue.

"So I left, moved to boston for a while, then one day i came back to check on how things were going and ran into you. You brushed past me like i didnt exist and i thought you forgot about me. And that killed me in ways i can't describe. So i said fuck it and started stalking you. Because for me there was no world in which you didn't exist. For me you were it. I killed my father. Hes dead. I can have you now and not be worried." I look at him with a happy expression on my otherwise sobbing face.

"But i understand if even after knowing this you want to leave. If you choose to do so I well I won't sugar coat it, im giving you a choice to be happy with me, if you deny, there's nothing i love more than the chase" I say, smirking.

A/n

Im tired of writing this so its gonna suck lol.

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