Mine

Alicia

'Cause you were never mine
-taylor swift, august

I look up at him, walking closer, "So tell me Adrian, me, or me?" I tilt my head up at him.

He scoffs and says "What the actual fuck is wrong with you?" He starts to walk backward as I creep closer to him, he comes to a stop abruptly when he stumbles on the wall.

I keep getting closer to him until I'm only a few inches away from his face.

I glance at his lips, pink and soft and then I look up at him, I grab both his hands and forcefully put them on my waist, and say, "That wasn't an answer, was it my love?" my breath fanning over his lips.

"I don't want to be yours." He breathes out, and it hurt like hell.  "I don't recall giving you a choice. You can either have me willingly or forcefully, but I am yours, and you are mine." I look into his eyes with a clenched jaw. 

"I will not be yours, ever" He forces out, "Alright, forcefully then, don't forget you always will have the choice to change your answer." I say and press my lips on his.

Adrian

I feel the soft touch of her lips against mine and instantly kiss her back, its like a reflex and I don't realise what I'm doing until her hands come on my neck, pressing down lightly, and I still don't have it in me to stop.

I slide one of my hands under her t-shirt and move it around feeling her skin against mine.

She moans into my mouth at the touch and bites down on my upper lip.

I suddenly gain conscience and push her back, my hands press down on her shoulders as I force out "Leave me the hell alone. Please."

She comes closer, again. Torturing me with her scent and says "Stop asking me to leave, because I am not going anywhere. Its just me and you now. So either accept it or be forced to accept it."

"You can't keep doing this to me, you can't keep coming and leaving it hurts like fucking hell, so I'm begging you to at least give me some time to deal with the fact that I hate you and I think I'm in love with you at the same fucking time." I say and I swear I feel her flinch at the words I love you.

She nods and leaves.

The second I hear the door close I break down.

Alicia

I regret it the second I shut the door.

Time does take time to heal, but you can't heal alone when there's two hurt.

I take a step back and open the door again, quiet, making sure he doesn't hear me.

My heart breaks in two when i see him on the ground, hugging his knees, his forehead scrunched.

I bend down carefully, trying to make no sounds, and i instantly engulf him in a hug. He flinches at first but then hugs me back.

He spreads his legs and places me between them, my legs on either side of his waist.

His arms go under my shirt, except it isn't sexual this time, he just hugs me, and holds me close to himself.

"Alicia, if i-" his voice breaks and my heart shatters because I'm the reason, "If i give you another chance,  can you promise to stay this time, and if you start hating me one day, then please tell me before leaving, I dont think I can deal with the heartbreak of losing you again."

My hands go around his neck, bringing his face closer to mine, "I wouldn't have come back if i had an intention of leaving again. I mean it when I say I want you, I wont tell you before I think of leaving because I'm not leaving period." I say and press my lips to his, except this time, he kisses me back with the same need I kiss him with.

He gets up with my legs still wrapped around his torso, his hands grab on to my thighs to make sure i dont fall and he moves to my bed, and sits down.

He pulls back from the kiss and leans his head on mine, I smile at him and he smiles back.

For a while, we stay like that. In each others arms, the only place we ever felt safe.

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