I Still Love You

PROLONGE

Dokyeom POV

In my 21 years of living, I never thought that I will be leaving my country not because I wanted to expand my career but because I was weak. I was unable to watch the one who I thought will be with me in my happiness, my sadness, my craziness, my success, my failure and overall in my whole life. But life doesn't always go the way you want right?

I heaved a long sigh while looking at my luggage as I was sitting at the airport. No one knew I was going and I liked it this way. I never wanted to leave and I thought I was strong enough to witness him with someone else but I was wrong. Every time I saw him with someone else, it was a strong punch landed at my chest which made it difficult for me to breathe. I endured it, for long 5 years but now I can't.

It's too much to see him look at someone with eyes full of love and adoration. It is a very tough decision I have ever made to leave everything behind and a start a life without my family and my friends and especially him.

"You can do it Dokyeom-ah!" I encouraged myself internally and walked towards the entrance. Before entering, for the last time I looked back and realized things would have been different if I had just confessed but now it was too late to think about it. Everything's over. I will never see him again and even if I did, he wouldn't be mine.

"Bye love", I said for the last time and never looked back. A lone tear escaped from my already strained eyes and I didn't bother to wipe it because no one was here to notice it and for the first I was happy to be alone.

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