I Still Love You

19.

Third POV

It was a new day for the newly married couple and both were thinking very different things. One was just happy to be able to live with his precious husband and call him his and on the other hand Jisoo has made up his mind. Today, he is going to take this marriage to another level, he will definitely devote himself to his husband and fulfill his responsibility.

Everything was going normal between them, eating breakfast together, going to their work and sending random messages to each other has become very normal in their relationship. Dokyeom would randomly send Jisoo cute and lovely messages and on the other hand Jisoo will reply formally but it doesn't hurt Dokyeom a little bit because he knows that his hyung does not have the same feelings as him. In the eyes of others, they are a very cute and adorable couple but behind the doors only they know how they are dealing with the marriage where there is no love.

Definitely this was not what Jisoo might have imagined for his marriage but no one has a say in front of God's plan and of course Dokyeom is suffering from not being loved by his hyung but he also doesn't have any right to say anything because obviously he can't force someone to love him and that too his hyung.

Life has become very bland for both of them and Dokyeom's feelings are not helping him either. One might say that he is content with having Jisoo as his husband but still he is a human being and he too has his needs. And above all if the person is his Jisoo hyung then how can he manage to control himself. They both live in the same room because why not, they are both married. One morning Dokyeom was all ready to leave for his office but he forgot his wallet in their shared bedroom and went to take it but he didn't know that his hyung would be there that too just in a towel. Dokyeom entered the room but regretted it immediately and Jisoo was in the middle of changing his clothes. On the other hand Jisoo was shocked and embarrassed as he never once exposed his naked body to anyone other than his ex. But here he was standing in the bedroom with just a towel covering him and his husband was literally looking at him nonstop.

Dokyeom was unable to look away because Jisoo was heavenly. His hair has grown up a little and they were wet and those shoulders and legs were too much for Dokyeom's poor heart. Anyone could hear the loud sound of Dokyeom's heartbeat but they both chose to ignore it. Dokyeom turned around at the speed of light and flew away from the room.

This little encounter was enough to light up the strong and irresistible desire of Dokyeom towards his hyung but he is not shameless. He already forces his hyung into marrying him, he will never force him into doing something for which his hyung is not ready. He knows what his hyung has gone through and that traumatic past is something Jisoo is unable to forget. So Dokyeom will never initiate anything from his side.

Just like every other day they both got home from their work and prepared dinner and ate it together and from Jisoo's point of view it was the right time to take their relationship to another level and to complete his duty as a husband. He doesn't know if his mind is ready for it but he will not back down from this. Till when he is going to live in the past and use his traumatic experience as an excuse.

Today finally Jisoo will give himself to his childhood best friend and now his husband!

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It's kind of like a filler chapter and sorry for updating sooo lateeee.
I promise the next chapter will be good .
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