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~ THE NEXT DAY | James Marriott's house ~

7:45PM
I have been at James's house for a bit more than 2 hours now. We're currently in the middle of a stream, which is a „bad art = ban" stream where the viewers submit their art and we, James and I are rating them and if they're bad, James bans the person. we have had some REALLY bad art yet also some REALLY good art. I feel bad for all the people getting banned yet that's the joke of the stream.

„Let's see the next one. This one comes in from gigiHeartEyez22", james announces the next art. The art shows James as a bear- but badly drawn.
„do I really give off bear energy like am I really a bear to you guys?"
„Aww man gigi I'm afraid you'll be banned. that's the rules", James continues to say.
and just like that, gigi was banned.
„chat say 'BYE BYE' to her HAHAH BYE BYE! Right! Next one!, James says in a mocking tone.
this time, it's a good art! It's a really well made art!
„Oh that is so well made- guys! do we give them a pass?", James says scratching his head.

„YES! I say yes! What do you think chat? Come on that's some good art!", I chime in & chat agrees!
„I'd have banned them but ok, I think we pass", James laughs.
„WH- why? Their art is GOOD!", I point at the art once again.
„FINE, their art is good! Alright! NEXT", James scoffs at me as he continues the stream.

After another 30 mins of bad art, James ends the stream in classic James fashion; very chaotic. Something the chat will talk about- or not.
Me and James are having a chat after stream about various things as we walk from his streaming room to his living room, where we continue to hang out.
There is also something very important I needed to tell him...

„Hey James?", I begin my sentence. i don't know how am I gonna say this..
„What's up?", he says, looking at me while he takes a sip from his water.
„There's something I need to tell you about and- it might seem „CRAY CRAY" BUT- Will and I- well we almost kissed yesterday..", I say with a pretty embarrassed look on my face. My face practically turned red.
„YOU- wait hold on! Repeat that?", his eyes widened as I've spoken out those words. I couldn't believe it either.
„yesterday we celebrated mark's birthday right? And, after we've dropped you all off, they dropped me off and Will followed me to my door and well- it all happened so fast but he leaned into me and we almost kissed each other! But then Rhianna ruined it and yes..", I say turning even more red than before.
James's face dropped as he looked at me. I can't tell if he's happy or disappointed... if I should be worried or nah...

„oh y/n it was about fucking time! I only waited for this exact moment!", James says with a grin on his face. I just looked at him confused.
„What do you mean 'you waited for this exact moment'?", I asked him.
„girl it was really obvious! The first time I've seen you guys together in my apartment - I could feel the tension between you 2. and don't get me started on yesterday! The way you guys acted around each other all night- you like him don't you?", James says as he keeps on grinning at me.

I take a deep breath before admitting to James that I indeed like him. „I think I do like him", I say nervously while looking at the ground, trying not to make eye contact with James now.
„Someone's embarrassed", James pointed out and I swear I could hit him for making it worse than it is.
trying to avoid talking about it but James would keep pressing me to- so  I guess I just lay it out like that...
„I'm not embarrassed! It's just that- I think I really have a crush on this man and I feel so stupid for it. But then again I could melt away in his arms as we speak and I don't think anyone has made me feel the way he does.", I say as I smile just thinking about him.