𝒀𝒂𝒌𝒔𝒉𝒂 (𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝖴𝗇𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝖬𝗂𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗅𝖾)

53.Not Going Back

Yaksha's POV

I have been feeling nauseous.And it's just hasn't been a few days but a whole week.And I also have surprisingly but surprising enough missed my periods too.It's been a month since we have returned from Ratangarh and I haven't had my period ever since.

I am a lot of things but I am not dense.And I know what it is.For the first few days I was in constant denial but then it turned into acceptance and then fear and finally anger.

I am pregnant.
I am freaking pregnant.

It's not rocket science how this happened because duh it's not like we are practicing celibacy or something like that.No.Instead we have been going at it like horny teenagers every other night.

I know I can't blame anyone since I myself haven't been enough careful.And that is what angering me the most. I haven't exactly called a physician and confirmed it but I am confident myself.

When you know,you just know it.

After constant denial upon realization I have been distancing myself from my husband.Fuck he deserves to know this but I can't bring myself to tell him.Not because he wouldn't be happy or anything like that.That man would surely empty all his wealth and feed people as far as he can get to but because it really will become real once he gets to know about it.

I-I am scared downward terrified.Marriage is one thing but having a baby? I barely know anything about babies!

"You have been eating a lot recently." Meena chuckled as I just served myself a third serving of meal.

"Really?" I glared to make her stop but she chuckled more.

I exactly know how much more I have been eating. I think I have probably eaten so much that I weigh two or three pounds more than last week.But with the constant throwing up I also might have lost those pounds.

"Ekant." I said gulping another bite of roti.
(Privacy.)

Meena started leaving too but I stopped her.

"Not you Meena.Can you please call the physician for me?"

"Physician?Why?What happened?Are you feeling sick?"

"Oh god calm down.There's no such thing.I-I think I might be pregnant.No,not might be. I am definitely pregnant." I gulped.

"Hey bhagwaan baisa!A-aap-yeh-hum keh nehi sakte humin kitni khushi ho rahi hain! Hum abhi sabko bol kar aate ha-"
(Oh god baisa!Y-you-this-I can't tell you how much happy I am right now! I will go and tell everyone right n-)

"No!You aren't telling a single soul!Call the physician as discreetly as you can."

"But why?" Her brows furrowed.

"Because I said so!Now go!Fast." I made a dismissive sign with my hands.

"Congratulations Begum Sahiba!You are pregnant indeed!Both the baby and your heartbeat are normal I believe." The physician beamed with joy. I think she is smiling more than she can afford to at this point.

It's real.It's so real.Oh god I am having a baby!We,are having a baby.

I removed my golden ring from my finger offering it to her.Was I seriously bribing her right now? I am so disgusted with myself.