𝒀𝒂𝒌𝒔𝒉𝒂 (𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝖴𝗇𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝖬𝗂𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗅𝖾)

54.Begum Of Sultan Rashid

Yaksha's POV

I don't know if this is pregnancy hormones or I might just be horny but it's the middle of night and I am nowhere near sleeping. I am even reading or trying to read the book but that damn book had to have a detailed description of what a sensual time the leads were having just right now.

I don't want to wake Rashid because that poor man is tired as hell.These days he barely even has time for to meet me.But that doesn't stop his annoying ass to control every move of mine.Apparently he is very worried I will somehow hurt myself. I have walked all my life with my two feet perfectly! I still can.

As I currently sat with the book in my hands leaning against the headboard I looked at his hand which rest over my knees.This over-thinker of a man won't even have sex with me because what if he hurts the baby.Sir,the only thing you are hurting right now is my crazy hormones.Like how right now I am getting wet just by the sight of his fingers imagining them inside me,working skillfully,drawing at least three-four orgasms out of me.

No.This won't do. I kept the book aside while gently removing his hand away from me to get down the bed and get refreshed.Because sitting here will only result me to clench my thighs together and this shit is getting painful.

"Oh?Where are you going?Is everything okay?Do you feel nauseous again?" His groggy voice startled me.

No.I feel horny again.

"I was feeling restless.So I wanted to go and get some fresh air.You go back to sleep."

"Restless?" He sat up on the bed combing his hair with his fingers.

Oh god.

"It's okay you don't have to wake up.I am just going to stand by the window." I looked away trying to not get caught.

"You are lying."

Fuck you Rashid.
Literally.

"What lie?Why would I be lying!" My voice rose more than I intended it to be.

"Then why are you being so defensive?" He folded his arms with a suspicious look on his face.

"Fine! I lied. I am dying to be with you.There,I said it.Happy?"

"But you are with me?"

This man.

"Not like that.I am dying to be intimate with you. I am dying to have you inside me because it's been so long that I have almost forgot what you felt like!" I climbed onto his lap.

"Tsk.That won't do.We can't have you forget that. You are always supposed to remember what it felt like when I ravaged you." His arms caged my waist.

My eyes lit up as if a child was offered a candy.Did I convince him finally?

I forwarded my face towards him but suddenly his fingers cupped my jaw pulling me backward.

"We can't.What if we hurt the baby somehow?"

What the actual hell!

"We won't!" I hope.

"No begum.We should be careful at all times.Also it's not just about the baby what if I lose my control and hurt you instead? It's too risky."

Oh god I wish I had internet.At least I could've searched this things up! I haven't had any married or pregnant friends but I don't think pregnant people go without sex for nine whole months!That't just pure torture!

"So you won't touch me?" I raised my brows.

"Who are you?" His hands again rested on my waist.