Solar Eclipse Fanfic: Idunna and Toundra

Chapter 8

The next day, Idunna sat with Antheia in Heaven, completely silent. Antheia was telling a story of her morning in the Middle Realm. However her words of excitement and enthusiasm rang on deaf ears. Idunna was stuck in a cloud of confusion and embarrassment, recalling last night's dream. Images of Toundra's naked body kept flashing in her mind. Toundra's naughty sounds kept replaying in her ears. The more she remembered, the hotter her cheeks became. Antheia noticed Idunna staring down at the grass of the field they sat in. She tilted her head, realizing Idunna was not listening.
"Dunna? Are you okay?"
Idunna did not answer, stuck focused on her impure thoughts. Antheia blinked a bit, also noticing Idunna's color change. From her left ear to her right, her face was bright red. Antheia waved her hand in front of her sister's face.
"Idunnaaaa. Earth to Idunna. Are you there?"
Idunna blinked finally looking at Antheia. "Huh? Yes? What is it Theia?"
"Uh.. are you okay? You were spacing out a bit and your face is tomato red."
Idunna blinked again. She couldn't bring herself to talk to her younger sister about something so inappropriate. But then she thought to herself. "She has a girlfriend. Maybe she can help me with these disgusting thoughts." So she took a deep breath and sighed softly.
"Hey Antheia?"
"Yes?"
"Um... you and Lilith are.. close right?"
Antheia noted the slight hesitation in Idunna's voice as she replied, "Yeah?"
Idunna continued, refusing to make eye contact. "Have you... ever had impure thoughts about her?"
Antheia blinked looking at her sister. "What... made you wanna ask that?"
"I-It's nothing really!" Idunna quickly attempted to guide away Antheia's curiosity to why she asked her question. There was no way she could admit to her that she was having thoughts about Toundra, much less admit to herself how it made her feel. "I-I just- want to know how you handle those kinds of thoughts."
"Why? Are you having those thoughts about someone?" Antheia gasped looking at her sister with excitement in her eyes. Idunna quickly shut her down.
"N-No! There's- t-there is absolutely NO ONE I would have those kinds of thoughts about! Nobody!"
Antheia tilted her head a bit confused. "Then.. why are you asking?"
Idunna blushed again looking at her sister. She didn't know whether to be confused, upset or embarrassed.
"Well... I'm not sure why you want to know but yes. I do have those types of thoughts about Lilith. The way she treats me and looks at me makes it hard not to. However I don't decide to "handle it" Dunna. I decide to go to Lilith and show her how I feel. When our bodies touch, it's so much more than words could say. If you're having these thoughts about someone, I say you should try to describe how you feel about them through your actions."
Idunna looked at Antheia before looking back at the grass. How would she be able to show her emotions for someone she hadn't even known for a week? Much less a creature of the Lower Realm. The thought of wanting relations with a creature of darkness made Idunna more than uncomfortable. But when Toundra's face and smile pops into her head, Idunna can't help but think about making her smile. "Such inappropriate thoughts doesn't suit an angel", she thought to herself.
Idunna sighed and allowed the cool breeze to blow in her face. "Thanks, Theia."
"Of course." Antheia smiled and continued earlier's story, this time with Idunna paying attention.