Chapter-12
Taehyung, The Stolid Man
"You never know the other one."
It has already been a week, and you could not see any difference in your emotions. Your mind was still stuck to Taehyung, and you tried to move on, trying to convince your heart that he will be right back but every hour feels longer. No, you are not admitting the fact that Taehyung has become an addiction to you at this point.
You were alone the whole week. Jimin was asking you if he should visit you but you told him that you are fine and need no help. Jimin knew it is wrong to leave you alone but he could not fight your urge to stay alone. He did visit you once, but he left soon seeing you all happy. You were happy because Taehyung told you that he will try to return soon.
About Taehyung, it has been day and night, working non-stop for his goal. But it doesn't mean he didn't spare some good time for you, he called you very often if it was even for a minute. You both talked about the weather and mostly Taehyung asking if you are fine, are you eating well. You asked him if the weather there is fine or not, and he told you graciously.
You have decided to learn to cook before Taehyung returns. Yes, that is your female urge to do it for a man like Taehyung. No, you are not that typical housewife but you want to be of any use to Taehyung. You are unknowingly sympathising with Taehyung for choosing a brat like you but somewhere in you, you knew he chose you only because of your bratty behaviour.
You didn't tell Taehyung because you wanted to give a surprise to him. You always guffaw sweetly just by the fancy of his reaction to your food.
Today, you decided to go out. It has been a week since you walked out of the villa. You were dressed up well in your straight blue jeans, oversized black shirt and white sneakers. Your hair was tied up, and the urge to wear your wedding ring (that you kept safely after your marriage) was granted too.
You had your black small purse, and you reminded yourself to keep the credit card Taehyung gifted you. Picking up your phone, you call Taehyung. The call was answered after two-three rings, gladly. "Taehyung, I am going out.", your cheeky smile widened on your lips when he chuckled. "Okay, take care." He cut off the call even before you could speak another word. It upset you.
You scoffed in enrange. "It was a waste to tell him." You stormed out of the villa and handed over the keys of the door to the gatekeeper. You decided to have a good lunch in a restaurant. You saundered to the car, settling in there. You were dolled up well, and you had a good view behind, so you decided to click some pictures.
The gatekeeper was looking at you, wondering the strange behaviour of yours. But you knew if you care about what other people think of you, you will never get to enjoy yourself. You sticked out your tongue for a good picture and luckily it looked a jolly one. You were grinning at your own pictures.
You keep your phone back in your small purse and proceed to drive off. It is really upsetting how these good weathers only show up in the absence of Taehyung. Otherwise, you could have peacefully spent a day with him in such a beautiful weather. You could clearly feel the sunshine kissing your cheeks lovingly.
You had your sunglasses so it wasn't a big deal. You wanted to party this weekend but you lost the interest on the weekend itself. You thought to enjoy this evening with nobody else. And have a good self care plan.
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Y/n.
I have to survive it for Y/n.
The pain, the grudges, the anger, I have to survive through it just for her.
I know my arms and legs ache vigorously. But for a month, I have to endure this.
I am scared I will lose my prosperity, my life, my love and all.
My lifeless body that lies on the soft mattress, my heart that turns soft for her. Can't I endure such small things for her? Shameful of you, Taehyung. That you cannot even handle such pain. You are such a coward that cannot even talk to her, you cannot even tell it to her. You are such a mendacious man that cannot even live freely. How are you even surviving?
You left your wife with a man, the sweetest man, so she can freely fall in love with him, instead of you. It is funny. You just ignored your wife, just because you are a coward and cannot handle the small pain in your burdened chest.
Now if you don't survive, you will ruin her life better. First, she didn't want to marry you, and now, that she is finally approving, you will leave her behind.
What should I do?
"Stop overthinking. Nothing will happen to you." I slowly turn around, looking at Namjoon. At least, I have them to cheer me up. "We have planned it easier. And he cannot beat us three." I nodded, smiling with my hurting lips. "Did you talk to Y/n?" I shake my head. "Oh c'mon, she is lonely there. You should talk to her."
"Who says she is lonely? She is with Jimin, her new best friend. Also, I was afraid she would find out I am hurt by my voice." I was hardly whispering those words. "I told you to be easy. You had to take it hard. And see, you are injured now." "As if our lives were not on line.", I grunted out a fainted chuckle.
"Did you take your meds?" "Yes.", I said. "I am thinking of hurrying it up. We don't have much time." I sighed, nodding leastways. "You look so down. Why don't you talk to her? Just don't talk much. Let her speak instead." I smiled and nodded.
Picking up my phone, I find out she had already texted me. They were some pictures. I looked at them. "She is enjoying there.". I shoved up my phone. The delicious food, it make me feel home. The bright sunshine, it gives me the reasons to live. How much I miss everything of my home......
I clicked on the call button. My heart was anonymously throbbing fiercely in my chest. "What did you call me now? Didn't you cut my call before?", she bombarded. I chuckled, "I was in a hurry. I am so sorry." She huffs, "Fine. But now, do not do it again." "Okay.", I muttered.
"I told you to take care. You sound so tired. Didn't you feel like eating when I sent you the photos?" "It did." "Of course, it is so delicious." She intentionally crunches on the food harder. So unlike her.
"How have you been?", she asked. I watch Namjoon exit. "I'm not fine.", I blurted. "Why?" "It doesn't feel home without you.", I murmured. I hear her chuckle, almost choking on her food, "Mind your tongue." As if If I don't know- deep down she likes it. "By the way, when will you return?" "Told you sooner than three weeks." "You better do what you said.", she warned. "Of course, as I said."
"I'm enjoying here with Jimin. You can stay there." I chuckled, "You are so heartless." Of course, I have to play along. "As if.", she answers.
After some words, we ended the call. Doesn't matter how much I want to give up, at the end of the day she gives me reasons to live.
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