Sita: His Unknown Desire

3.

SITA

Today was really a hectic day. This medical camp in Jaswantgarah. The whole day spent just by checking peoples. But somehow I am feeling happy. I am. I'm feeling happy after taking care of theses peoples.

It's almost night and we all came back to our tent. Devika just went back to her tent after chatting with me for sometimes. Yesterday was Di's engagement. Unfortunately I couldn't. I couldn't attend the party. And I didn't think someone missed me. Obviously... obviously they didn't.

They didn't even talk to me when I am at home, how could I accpted them to missed me when I'm not at home? It's funny. Those whom I considered as my family, just treated me like a outsiders. I'm not. I'm also a family member.

Why I couldn't spend any day in my own house like a happy family member? Why? I never got the family love after my parents death. Why? Still. Still I didn't hate them. Maybe it was my faith. It was my destiny.

I also wanted to chat with my family members while smiling. Eating with them. Enjoying times with them. Crying...crying on Chachi's lap. But I couldn't. I couldn't. Never. I' really craving for my family members loves now. I am. A tears fall from my eyes as I recalled everything everyone told me.

"Sita" a loud voice, outside from my tent made me jerked. Who was it? I quickly grabbed my phone to checked the time. 11:18 pm. Wait. Who's shouting? Everyone should be in their tent now. What happened?

"Sita" I quickly stood up as someone again shout my name and came out from the tent. Wait. Dev? What he was doing here now? At this time?

"What happened?" I asked and looked around, maybe someone else was also out from their tent but as I thought, no one. Only me. I looked back at him.

"Hey Sita, jaldi chal mere sath. A man's bike got hitted by a tree and he fall down. It's bleeding from his forehead. Please come fast" he said, hurriedly. What? Now? Why he was telling me this? He's also a medical student.

"Why you didn't check it by yourself?you are also a medical student" I asked as he shook his head and rubbed his hand on his forehead.

"I need someone's help Sita. I can't do it alone and accident issues always involve with police, you know that. Your camp is closest that's why I came to you. We just need to first aid him " I felt a little uneasy but quickly nooded and run back into my tent, grabbed the first aid box and came out.

I'm a medical student. I should help him, no matter how much night was it. It's my work. It'll be my work.Dev gestured me to followed him as I did the same. I just wished the man wouldn't loose so much blood.

"Dev how did you know about this? I mean about this accident? Weren't you in your tent?" Dev stopped as he heard me and turned around.

"Actually I came out from my tent to picked up a call. I was having some network issues in my tent. That's why. And when I came out I just decided to take a walk for few minutes and then..then I noticed the accident. Now please come " I nooded and started following him again.

"Dev, where is the man?" I asked slowly, and looked around to saw the man. I looked back at him. He stared at me before giving me a little smile.

Why no one was here? The man should be here? Where he gone? And how? He got hurt. Then?

"Here" a slow familiar voice made me shaked. No. No way. It couldn't be him. No please. I didn't want to see him. Please. Please. My gripped on the first aid box got tighter as I slowly turned around. No. What he's doing here? Now?

Rajeev was standing right in a little distance, crossing his hands on his chest and leaning his shoulder against a tree.

"What happened Sita? Aren't you happy after seeing me?" His low voice made me took few steps back. It was fake? Everything was fake? The accident? Dev's statements? Everything was a trap....a trap? To took me here? I shouldn't believed to Dev, not after knowing that he's Rajeev's friend.