𝐒𝐀𝐃 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 - 𝐉.𝐖.𝐖

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧

              narrative + messages + instagram !
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javon's pov

"DUDE WHEN ARE you finally going to tell clem that you like her?" jaden asked me. honestly, i wasn't sure when i would tell her. there's so many things that come with telling her.

what if she only sees me as a friend? there's so many what ifs. i wish it was just so easy for me to be able to tell her. i want her to be mine, officially. i already call her mine, but that's in my head as of right now.

         "probably not anytime soon," i replied. "wanna, you're missing the signs. she one hundred percent wants you as much as you want her, and you sitting on your ass, isn't helping," jayla stated. she was right.

          "clem shows signs all the time, how could you possibly miss them? if you really want her, you'd at least tell her about your feelings and work your way up. you're not getting anywhere by doing nothing," my older sister added.

            "i know jay, but what if i mess up our friendship, or make it awkward, then i ruin everything," i sighed, leaned back in my seat on the couch.

            "wanna, you got this, clem will make sure things aren't awkward if she does reject you somehow. she really cares for you, she won't let feelings ruin your friendship," jayla pulled me into a hug.

            "yeah bro, and you got us, we'll always have your back," jaden said, joining in on the hug.

             "you guys are right, im gonna text her and ask her to go somewhere, and im gonna be honest," i said. "YES, TEXT HER NOW!" jayla screamed jumping up and down. "okay okay, calm down," jaden said making us all laugh.

                                     ____
                                 messages !
                                     ____
                              clementine 🌺🤍

                                                             wanna ❤️‍🩹
                                         hey clem, you free td ?
clementine 🌺🤍
ahh hii wanna!! yes, i am..
am i needed for something
special 🤭
                                                              wanna ❤️‍🩹
                                               yes...can we please
                                             hangout today? meet
                                          at the same beach from
                                           last time?
clementine 🌺🤍
ofc! give me an hour
to get ready. can't wait
to see you 💗
                                                           wanna ❤️‍🩹
                                          perfect, can't wait to
                                           see you gorgeous 🤍
               clementine 🌺🤍 loved a message.

                                      ____

        "aye wanna getting rizzy," jaden started clapping. "shut the hell up Jaden, you're literally single," i rolled my eyes, getting up from my seat.

          "im gonna go get ready, i'll see you guys before i head out," i walked to my room, closing my door. i quickly got dressed and grabbed the rose i made for her off of my desk. i had made it a couple of days ago, and wasn't planning on giving it to her.

im gonna tell her how i feel, and if she feels the same then im gonna ask her to be my girlfriend. i got this... no i don't. im so nervous. i headed back out to the living room to still find my siblings there.

they looked up from their phones. "oh you're definitely getting her with whatever that is," jayla said. "it's a rose i made, but you think so?" they both nodded. "aye bro, you got this, go get your girl," jaden said, hugging me. i then hugged jayla before walking out the house.