Loser (Jensoo)

"Alright. Let's blow this shit up!"

Jennie got back together with Jason.

How do I know?

Well...let me play out my heartbreak from this morning for you!

***Flashback***

Lisa and I are walking to our first class like we usually do. I'm having a good morning. I didn't trip anywhere and I completed everything without procrastinating this time.

I finally feel relived and stress-free.

Lisa bumps her shoulder into mine. "So how is your progress with Jennie?"

I smile. "It's going okay. She still hates me but at least she talks to me civilly."

Lisa slings her arms around my shoulders. "So you're on your way down the aisle and I have to find my own girlfriend."

I elbow her in the ribs and turn my head to her. "What about Roseanne?"

Lisa grins and looks at me. "That ship has sailed. I am looking for new prospects!"

"As a loser?" I ask.

Lisa raises an eyebrow at me then lowers it and look forward. "True." Then she stops and quickly turns me around. "Don't look." Someone bumps into her and glares so she brings me to the side, still without allowing me to look behind.

I frown. "Why?"

"Just...Just listen. Walk into the classroom backwards."

"Do you realize how much of an idiot you are? We'll look like losers even more than we already do if we walk in like Michael Jackson!"

"Jisoo," she says seriously. "Listen. You need to be calm okay?"

I push her hands off and turn as I hear her say, "WAIT! NOT RIGHT—"

Jason's blond hair is messed up and standing with his cross-body bag hanging on his shoulder. Jennie is wearing jean shorts and a white T-shirt with the Chanel logo right above her heart.

I'm sorry! I forgot to mention:

Jason is kissing Jennie. And she's letting him.

It's just like when I originally found out that she was dating somebody and I can hear my heart breaking.

***End Of Flashback***

So yeah. Everyone pretty much hates me.

I was invisible before and now I'm probably the most hated person on campus.

And it's because I was being the hero but both of them won't admit that to the general public.

Is that what Jennie meant when she said she would help? That she would make him less angry at me by being with him?

Jisoo, she doesn't care that much. She probably had her reasons. He must've apologized a lot and said he would reform considering how much in love with her he is.

Hell, if I ever screwed up with Jennie, I would be begging at her feet to take me back.

"I am here for my tutoring session!" Jennie announces by dropping her book.

My lips twitch and I look up at her. She smiles at me and my stomach has butterflies. I look away to the textbook.

"Flip to page 174. There are some practice problems there and I want to see you try it first so that I can identify your problems."

"Are you usually this serious with every person you tutor?" She asks curiously.

I shake my head. "I tutor my friends sometimes—"