Loser (Jensoo)

Epilogue

The past two years have been a dream.

I lived by myself the first few months, needing the space to myself and to learn to not be tensed in danger all the time....that the danger was gone.

And when I was ready, Jisoo took me out on the sweet dates that reminded me of our time in college.

We did multiple Lego dates from college because we had fun and it gave Jisoo an excuse to stay close to me.

***Flashback***

"Hey Jennie!" Jisoo says as soon as I open the door.

She waits for me to let her in and I step aside. She kicks off her shoes and steps in with her giant Lego set.

I smile and lock the door. "Are you trying to recreate our Lego date?"

She sits down on the carpet and starts opening the box. "Yup! Now sit! Let's start!"

I sit down across from her and she stays put.

I feel my heart skip a beat at her maintaining my boundaries.

Since I flinched at her surprised touch once, she has kept a distance that I appreciate. She doesn't initiate anything unless I do first.

She pulls open the instructions and squints. "This looks hard."

I raise an eyebrow and smirk. "You can win a case in court but legos is hard?"

She puts the instructions down. "Legos ARE ALWAYS HARD!"

I sigh and move around to sit beside her. We're about a few inches apart. "Give it to me."

She frowns. "You don't think I can do it?"

I roll my eyes. "No. I believe you can do it. How about I help you start, sweetie?"

There's a pause as I take the instructions.

"D-Did you call me sweetie?" She asks.

I look at her and she looks like the incarnation of a golden retriever.

It makes me laugh.

Slowly as the night goes on and we talk and have fun but my eyes slowly get tired. I end up resting my head on her shoulder and drifting into sleep, feeling Jisoo give me a light kiss on my forehead.

When I wake up, I'm on the sofa we leaning our backs on. Jisoo is asleep on top of me with her head tucked under my chin. I smile widely and kiss her forehead.

***End of Flashback***

I still haven't slept with her since we started dating again.

Intimacy has been a hard thing for me and luckily Jisoo has been supportive.

But tonight, I'll have to sleep with her. I've been pushing it off for so long.

I stare at myself in the mirror. The white dress has off-shoulders with a V that reaches my middle back. My cleavage is showing just a little bit my favorite part is the silk skirt that falls away from my waist.

I feel like a princess.

I feel beautiful again.

"I'm so happy you are getting married again!" My mom shouts as she walks in. She's dressed in a crème colored dress that matches her skin tone gorgeously. It's the color of my bridesmaid dresses since she's one of them. The other two are Rosie and Irene, both of whom I reconnected with, and..... Lisa.

I had a discussion with her about a year into dating Jisoo again.

Lisa had wanted to meet me as soon as Jisoo told her that she was dating me again.

I told I would meet her in a coffee shop and she was already there before me.

As soon as I got to the table and said, "Hi." She stood up and pulled me into a fierce hug.

Lisa never approved of me dating Jisoo and she even told me off about breaking Jisoo's heart once but when I felt her hug me, finally accept me, it was more than I could ask for.

I turn around and take the bouquet carefully. "You're really okay with me marrying again? Or are you doing faking it to make me happy?"

My mom walks closer and pulls me into a hug. "How about I'm okay with you getting married again because you're so happy?"

I smile and hug her tighter.

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Walking down the aisle the first time was heartbreaking and scary. I didn't like how big it was. How everyone seemed to be judging me. How Jason was the only one smiling.

But as I walk down the aisle in the garden of my parents' house with just Jisoo's family and mine along with close friends, my soul feels calm.

I stare straight ahead to see Jisoo smiling widely at me with her cute smile and watching me like I'm beautiful.

And I am. I deserve happiness and Jisoo always reminds me every day.

Even this morning, she texted me: My radiant sun. My heart. My soul. I love you and be happy today. I want to see you smile at me when I lift up your veil.

I stand in front of Jisoo and I watch with a smile as she raises her shaky hands to lift my veil up. Then she stares down at me and drops her jaw.

"Wow!" She breathes and then promptly tries to take a step back but bumps into a small pillar and it falls down, making a plastic flower vase with water hit the grass too.

I laugh loudly as Jisoo holds her cheeks flushed in embarrassment. She turns back to me. "I love you," she whispers. "It's been 7 years and I'm still a loser for you."

I smile. "And I'm a loser for you too Jisoo."

She holds my hands and today we decided to start a new journey this time.

Together.

As winners in love.

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THE END!

Thank you my lovely readers! My supporters through everything! All the ups and downs and for being patient with this story! I know it must've been hard but thank you for keeping up with me!❤️

I liked this story! I started out for a way to cope with my feelings but turned into something I wasn't expecting and I just went with the flow. I hope you all liked the ending!

I saw some comments that there wasn't much smut but there was two scenes and I felt that the story didn't allow for more. (Though I hope you liked the cute scene in this one)

Once again,

See ya later...

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