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i find myself lost in the maze of love, unsure if i even know how to navigate its depths. i read somewhere that "we describe love the way we experience it". to me, love has meant sacrificing my emotions, burying them beneath layers of silence and uncertainty. i understand that this perception is utterly flawed, my idea of love feels like a puzzle missing crucial pieces. ive never known love that transcends mere words, like verses penned by a masterful poet or the kind of love that fills the pages of novels. to be able to love someone fully is to love yourself entirely first so how can i ever hope to love someone properly?

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