𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋 𝐈𝐍 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐒𝐄

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝟏𝟕

-𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐃𝐄-𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐀-

One second I'm laughing about Theo and his stupid jokes that I've heard thousands of times and the next second hell breaks open. His heart stopped and paramedics came rushing into his room. They tried everything they could for 1,5 hours getting him back to life, losing him again, getting him back, losing im... so on and so on until Theo didn't get back to life anymore. I cried while I said my goodbyes to him. Knowing I had fullfilled his biggest last wish. Make his divorce happen exacly how he wanted. His wife got nothing from him. Not a single pound went her way. On top of that she had to turn up for all the court expanses. Theo won big time and he wasn't even there to witness it or in the right mindset to even know what he won. At some point in the evening he was covered by a big white blanket to hide his body that was now dead. A memory entered my mind when I looked at his face for the last time.

"I think I might be the luckiest man on this planet with a daughter like you Lily."

"I'm the luckiest daughter on this planet to have you dad..."

It had given me a mixed feeling. He felt lucky to have me around but he called me by his daughter her name. The daughter who hated him. Who was disgused by his actions towards her mother. Around 23:00 I went downstairs and entered an office to do his final paperwork. To get him to his final rest place and have his family called to take contact with me to look into his final will and who received what of him. I was almost done... I was only one signature away of it being over and suddenly, I felt overwhelmed to leave Theo in the past. To leave this man behind. The man that had done so much for me. The door opened and with watery eyes I looked up. Blue eyes found mine and pierced straight through the last bricks that kept my walls up against my tears. Tears fell from my eyes and rolled down my cheeks as George his worries face became a blur to me. 

"oh Isa... it's okay to cry."

I stood up as we walked towards each other and before George knew it I had launched myself into his arms. he held me tightly in his embrace. one arm around me waist and with his free hand he stroked my hair in a comforting way. I had never needed him or any one else like I needed it now. His arms felt safe as the tears ran down my cheeks and soft sobs left my mouth. 

"It's alright Isa... I'm here... I'm here"

His voice was soft and soothing as his embrace thightened on me. His soft and even breaths calmed me down as his body felt warm against mine. 

"Isa what happened?"

"Cardiac arrest."

"You were with him in the room weren't you?"