Be mine

chapter 2

Felix's pov
"I really don't like this felix" changbin hyung said shaking his head.
My name is Lee felix...i am almost twenty four years old...since the moment I realized what love is I have been in love with han jisung...even way before he started dating hyunjin...but he never saw me...I mean to the outside world they think we are enemies since our parents are business competitors but me...I just am madly in love with him.

I tried approaching him but he never paid me any attention that's when I realized his feelings toward hyunjin...we met the other in elementary school...and he become a friend of both of us...i am close friend of jisung's cousin Kim seungmin so the four of us become close as well...I won't say that jisung and I are friends but we spend a lot of time together as a group....since the moment I  found out about his feelings toward hyunjin...I shut mine deep inside my heart. I couldn't come between the two, hyunjin was my friend...his death came as a shock for all of us...until this moment I am not over it...and probably never will.
" I know hyung, but maybe he will get out of his shell...I will try to help him..."

"Don't try to convince me that you did this for jisung's good...you and I both know that it is not true " he cut me off shaking his head, I told him about my feelings years ago...I need someone to talk to...and changbin hyung was by my side...his family are close friends of mine and so are we...he is dating yang jeongin, I am close to him too...he is a year younger than me.
"I...i just...when my parents told me...i saw a chance but really hyung...jisung was never the same after hyunjin's death believe me I hate myself...I feel like I am betraying my friend...but I want him...I want jisung to heal...to get better to love me... to be mine....is it too much to ask?" I replied trying to fight my tears away.

"You damn idiot" he said pulling me into a hug.
" i hate seeing him in pain...I miss him...even though I was not the reason I miss seeing the smile on his face when he is around hyunjin...it is been ten months hyung...I am afraid I will lose him....it hurts...but he needs to move on" I whispered...maybe I am being selfish but I feel that the universe has given me a chance to be with him....to help him.
"Lee yongbok felix" suddenly a loud voice echoed throughout my living room both changbin hyung and I pulled back to be met with seungmin walking angrily toward us....clearly the workers let him in" Did you lost your damn mind?" He added.
"Hey seungmin calm down..."

"I just talked with jisung do you know that they threatened him to marry you....why the hell did you do something like that? He is losing his mind" seungmin cut changbin hyung off....I guess the only reason why he is the one screaming at me instead of his cousin that han doesn't know where I live.
"My parents wanted..."
"You know he is in love with hyunjin..."
"But hyunjin is dead" I cut him off...
"Why are you doing this?"he asked scanning me, he doesn't know about my feelings well the only people who does are changbin hyung my mother and my brother.
I took a deep breath looking down the floor" it is a good business opportunity " I whispered.

Suddenly a loud chuckle filled the whole room" you are joking right...you married jisung just because you wanted to merge your companies....come on felix you are not someone to do something like this..."
"When it is business related I am not the nice felix...when I see a good opportunity that could benefit me and my family i take it seungmin " I said making him frown.
" felix what are you..."
"Hyung" I shook my head at him.
"You lost your damn mind...I can't believe you...go to hell lee" the younger said storming out of the house.
"Why the hell did you say that...you could have told him...."

"You and I know how close he is with jisung...if I tell him that I love the other he will tell him for sure" I cut the older off.
"But now he will tell him that you married him for a business deal felix....what were you thinking?" He said making me groan internally.
"I was not..."
"Clearly you weren't...when it comes to han jisung you don't think" he said letting a heavy sigh out.
"He is going to hate me...is he?" I asked biting my lips.
"Did he even like you before?" He asked back" you were just living in peace...now you just started war my friend" he added.