Be mine

chapter 3

Felix's pov
I have been ignoring jisung's phone calls for the whole week...I have no idea if he had my number all this time or he just got it from the boys....but I had his yet I never contacted him...it is been weird between us...imagine that you belong to the same friend group...spend a lot of time together know each other for your whole life but never get close...I mean just the two of you...we talked of course but if the others are not with us we were just like strangers or that's how jisung treated me...honestly at first I was planning on contacting him...to talk to him but I chickened out.

I am thankful that he didn't try to cause any problem and I am sure that seungmin didn't tell him about my home address or the others...chan hyung didn't seem pleased by my decision as well especially after his boyfriend....seungmin told him that I am just marrying jisung as a part of a business deal.
I started at my reflection fixing my tie, today is our wedding day...I won't say that I have been excited about it since I know I will have to face jisung who i have been ignoring like a coward but at the same time I just want to get over with it...he hates me that's final....i will try my best to get to him.

"Son" I glanced behind me to see my mother, she was looking as beautiful as ever wearing an white elegant dress...everyone says that I got my looks from her...she is so pretty.
"Yes" I answered smiling widely at her.
"Are you ready my sunshine?"she said gently rubbing my cheek.
"Yeah...just nervous," I replied making her hum.
She knows about my feelings for jisung, she was the one who convinced my father to accept the hans' offer...I mean we could have just let them go bankrupt but my mom wanted to help me get close to him.
"I am kind of start thinking that this is the wrong way to approach han jisung" she said.
"That makes it the two of us mother" I answered.

This is messed up I know...this is wrong I know but it is my only way to get close to him...like maybe...even if it is a tiny hope...maybe he will finally see me...
"Come on, they are waiting for you " she said making me nod, we are already married this just a party to announce the marriage to the public.
"Is he here?" I asked as we walked hand to hand down the hall.
"He is...and he looks like it is his funeral not wedding party" she said looking at me from the corner of her eyes.
"He hates me for sure" I murmured.
"Well excuse me but he has the right to" she said making me gasp.
"Then why did you agree with this?" I asked.

"Well for starter I hated seeing you hurt...you have been in love with him for years son...maybe this could be a chance for you to get close to him...plus I wanted to help jisung too" she said looking at me and then back ahead of her" he is still young...you told me that he shut himself from the outside world, I wanted him to get a chance to experience something...maybe this is crazy maybe it will end up badly but at least you tried" she contiued" but as your mom,I believe that you are capable of healing him...making him fall in love again and move on with his life...so my dear son...I just want you to promise me that no matter what happens to treat him right....you are up for a hell of an adventure with him...just don't give up until you are sure he doesn't want to be with you...give him time...be patient" she added.
"I promise mom...thank you" I said kissing her cheek before the both of us entered the big room.

All eyes fell on us as soon as we did...all our friends were here...there is no sign of Minho hyung...I called him and told him about the wedding but he didn't confirm or refuse to come so I don't know if he will be here or not.
"And here comes my son in law" Mr han said walking toward my mother and i....my father and Mrs. Han were with him too" It is good to see you" he added shaking my hand, i won't say that I am happy that they forced jisung to marry me like that but again...I can't be a hypocrite I am a part of this.
"Where is jisung?" I asked looking around the room.
"He was right here....oh...here he comes" Mrs han Said as soon as jisung entered the room...my breath hitched when I saw him he was wearing a black suit, and his dark hair was styled giving him a sexy vibe...god...I am so in love with him.
"You are drooling" my mom whispered into my ears before she laughed.

"Jisung come over here" his dad said, when he caught his attention the older's eyes turned into a glare....directed toward me specifically...I felt myself tense under his gaze.
"Your husband was looking for you." His dad added pushing him my way.
"Let's give the young couple some privacy " Mrs han Said, my parents both agreed with her before they left.
The awkward silence between jisung and I was killing me...he looks so angry and I don't know what I should go.
"Jisung..."
"Don't you even dare to say a word to me, you had your chance to talk with me when I called you...I am a business deal right....keep it that way...let's get over with this hell I just want to go home" he cut me off " oh, wait...your home...I am legally bonded by the contract to live with you...in the same house...aren't I?" He added with a sarcastic voice.

"I am sorry it was your parents idea to make sure we..."
"I don't care" he said walking away, I took a deep breath watching him head toward seungmin who was standing with his boyfriend chan hyung while changbin hyung and jeongin came my way.
"He looks pissed" changbin said.
" because he is" jeongin said, I mean none of the boys seemed pleased by my Decision especially after hearing about the contract.
In my defence it was han's parents' idea to make sure none of us divorce the other so soon... It is going to look bad and harm both companies image...and for the living together part we are married of course everyone will expect us to live together.

"Not now inie...not now" I said grabbing a drink from the waiter.
" I said it once and I will say it again hyung...he was and is in love with hyunjin hyung..."
"And i am the bad guy who forced him to marry me because i wanted to control  Han Corp, are we done now?" I yelled taking the younger off guard.
"The two of you should calm down people are staring and there is no point in arguing " changbin hyung said,I took a deep breath glancing at jisung who was talking with seungmin and chan hyung...I wish my brother was here I really need him by my side at the moment.

Han's pov
" he signed the damn contract knowing what it had for a damn business deal...he ignored me after I called him and now he wants to talk" I said drinking my whisky in one go.
"Cousin you had a lot to drink...take it easy..."
"I am never going to forgive him for that" I said cutting him off" why did you become friends with him...he entered our life because you befriended him" I added shaking my head, hyunjin was friends wirh both felix and i since elementary school but but after seungmin and felix got close and they started to hang out together all of us become a part of a friend group and he introduced changbin hyung and jeongin to us...well I won't say just friend group since I was dating hyunjin...changbin hyung and jeongin were dating and after that seungmin introduced us to chan hyung his boyfriend who became a friend of ours...there was another person who sometimes joined us...lee minho, we barely saw him, even when he meets with us it feels like he is doing it for the sake of his brother.

I am not even surprised that he is not here, years ago he just left the country for some reason. Felix said that the older son of the Lees got into a big fight with his parents and left...he was telling to boys not me directly...i am surprised he trusted me enough to say something like this in front of me...I could have told my parents and they would have leaked it to the press for a scandal...I mean I wouldn't have done that but still...
"Okay, it is enough" chan hyung caught me before I could fall, I was trying to get up from my chair but I felt dizzy.
"Sorry" I laughed.
"Jisung, are you okay?" I glanced behind me to see felix looking at me with worried expression making me laugh even more.

"Look who we got here...my husband " I answered rolling my eyes...I really think I drunk too much.
"Felix, he got a lot to drink" chan hyung said.
"The party is over...I will take him home" felix announced.
"I am not letting you take my cousin..."
"Baby, calm down,i know you hate this...i do too...but it is felix...he will take care of him" Chan Hyung said, I was hardly understanding what they were talking about...everything  started to look blurry...and the last thing I remember was felix calling my name before I blacked out.