Be mine

chapter 4

Felix's pov
I nervously watched jisung sleep, i had to get him home yesterday with the help of seungmin and chan hyung...we were talking before he just lost consciousness.
Chan hyung barely convinced his boyfriend to leave my house yesterday...he didn't trust me with jisung....I mean I don't blame him...I messed everything up however I will never dare to hurt the older in any way...he is my life...i will do all I can to prove to him that I am worthy of his love...we didn't talk yesterday expect after his parents and mine left us, I won't say we talked...he just yelled at me.

I dreamed of being with jisung my whole life, i dreamed of marrying him of holding his hands when i am saying my vows....but that never happened.  Hell we didn't even take a picture together, i have nothing to remind me of yesterday, or maybe it is for the best, maybe for me marrying jisung was a dream but for him it was a nightmare.I tensed when I saw him move, he is waking up.
"Shit...my head" he said opening his eyes...he looked around confused until his eyes fell on me."What the hell are you looking at?" He yelled but he soon winced at his own voice.

"Take it easy, you had a lot of drinks yesterday...I prepared hangover soup for you...I will..."
"I don't need anything from you" he cut me off, he was struggling to keep himself on his feet" what are you doing here?" He added glaring at me.
"I came to check on you" i replied biting my lips.
"We need to make things clear...you are not welcomed into my room...I have to live with you under the same roof but nothing more" he said pointing his finger at me" this is my room right?" He added

"Yeah,It is....i figured that you wouldn't want to stay in mine..."
"Great now get out" he cut me off.
"I am sorry,  there is a bathroom over there if you want to shower...your things were arranged yesterday by the workers but you..."
"Lee get out" he cut me off again, I nodded before I walked outside the room...i knew this was going to be hard but it just hurt seeing the hatred in his eyes...It breaks my heart when I see the love of my life stare at me like that.
I made my way toward the kitchen, the soup was still warm so I poured some into a bowl before I went back to his room...I could here the sound of water coming from the bathroom...he is showering...I placed the soup at his nightstand before I left...i don't want him to catch me and I have a meeting in the company soon anyway.

(Timeskip)

" Mr Lee, you really came" my secretary said looking at me with wide eyes. I always been part of the company but now I am officially the CEO...well alongside jisung...we still have to figure out how to proceed with everything...are we going to merge the headquarters of the two companies? What is our future plan? All these things needs to he discussed with jisung and the boards of both firms...it is going to be a long boring journey especially since jisung hates my guts.
"You know I have a meeting with our board " I said walking down the hall.
"And I was waiting for you to cancel it...you are newly wed" lia said.
"My honeymoon could wait...I need to take care of the company...companies now" i replied chuckling.

I tried my best to make it sound like a joke but i know I failed miserably...however I didn't care about her weird stares are I made my way toward the meeting room...this was going to be a very long day for me...

Han's pov

I stepped out of the shower drying my hair with a towel, the audacity of that man. He entered my room when I was sleeping and he was acting like he was worried about me. My eyes fell on the bowl that was on my nightstand, hangover soup...I have a freaking hangover because of him he caused it, I never thought he was like this...a fake cunning person, I kicked the nightstand making the bowl crash down the floor making a mess. I clenched my hair taking deep breaths...how could he agree to something like this? Why did he betray his friend, if he said no to my parents this would have never happened, he said they made the contract but he signed it...just for the damn company what kind of person do something like this.

" Mr Lee...I mean Mr han...han lee" i glared at the person who opened my room's door to see a middle-aged man, he glanced at me then at the bowl before he walked inside.
"Where the hell are you going? Who are you?" I asked making him stop.
" I am choi jungkook, Mr Lee's butler, I heard the noise and I came here to check on you I thought you..."
"Get out" I cut him off.
"Let me at least clean that up..."
"I said get the hell out now" I yelled making his eyes widen" and if you call me Mr Lee again i will make you regret it" I added, he nodded before he walked out.

Shit, I sit on the edge of my bed trying to calm myself down, how dare he call me Mr Lee...I clenched my jaw in annoyance, I ruined my life with my own hands.
I jumped on my feet heading to the closet, I took a pair of jeans and a simple T- shirt before I walked downstairs.
"Sir are you going somewhere?" The butler who was standing in the hallway speaking with some other workers said.
" Why do I need your permission or your Mr Lee's to do that?" I asked.
"I would never sir...just if you are heading out Mr Lee told me to give you these" he said putting his hand inside his pocket before he gave me keys...not any keys my car's keys, i spent most of my time inside my room since hyunjin's death I have no idea how Lee got his hands on my keys.

"How did he get those?" I asked snatching the keys from the man's hand.
" I have no idea sir, he just told me to give them to you" he replied, I clenched the keys before I walked away leaving the man shocked.
When I stepped outside of the building i was shocked at how big Lee's house was, he lives alone why is his house this big...I lived with my parents my whole life, I was planning on moving out with Hyunjin but I was going to buy an apartment but this...this is a damn mansion...with a huge garden and all...show off...
"Sir, your car is in the garage if you are looking for it" a worker approached me. When the hell did lee bring my car here...Did my parents send it?" Give me the keys I will bring it to you" he added.

I frowned handing the keys over to him, in no time my car was in front of me.
"Do you want me to drive you..."
" I can drive fine" I said pushing through the man who just stepped out of the vehicle. I immediately hit the accelerator moving the car, the guard who saw me opened the door for me before I left the house...it feels like I was still living with my parents...servants...guards...butler...I hate this...
I speed it up down the road,I have no idea how I am going to get to the city...i never been to felix's house before...weird I know...we know each other for years...we had friends in common and hung out together from time to time but we need to be in each other's houses we always met at the other boys' places or outside...how did I ended up marrying Lee freaking felix?

I groaned hitting the wheels, I am going to lose my damn mind I swear. I opened my phone to use the GPS to help me reach the city, clearly his house...excuse me mansion is outside the city judging by the amount of trees around me.
I took a deep breath before I focused on the road again.
My phone suddenly started to ring, I looked at the ID to see seungmin's name.
"Yes" i answered.
"Jisung, are you okay?" The younger said.
" are you seriously asking me if I am okay after all that happened" I said rolling my eyes.
"I meant from the hangover,I didn't want to leave you yesterday but chan hyung..."

"I am fine seungmin, I still have some headache, the cold shower helped."I cut the younger off.
" did you take some medicines..."
"No" I said making him sighed.
"Wait I am hearing some noise...are you driving?" He asked.
"Yes I am...I just left his house" i replied.
" did you talk or..."
"No,I have nothing to talk about with him seungmin" I yelled.
"I understand, but can we talk?" He asked making me frown" you shut me out for months now...and we only met after I found out about you and felix...I miss my cousin" he added.

I bite my lips feelings bad about my actions...he is right I didn't want to meet any of them since hyunjin died, well they tried to but i shut myself inside my room refusing to see anyone... As a matter of fact yesterday, except seungmin I saw them for the first time in a long time.
" fine, I will send you the address meet me there" I replied hanging the phone...