Heartbeat (Larry)

Chapter 24

Third person pov

Here lives
A son, brother
And a great friend .
HARRY STYLES

Regret, sorrow, grieve all sorts of sad emotions can be seen on the faces of Anne, Gemma , bakery owner , shawn as well as other friends of harry but louis ....no emotion can be seen just null nothing it's like a dead person standing and watching all the scene.

There was a tap on his shoulder and he turned to  see Anne standing in front of him with tearful eyes and said "I..uh.. I'm not going to blame you ..cause even I and Gemma are responsible for the reason harry is no more between us " with that she started sobbing once again and louis just nodded saying nothing just like he has been the time he saw and identified Harry's scent and dead body.

"I just want to give you the last thing that harry left for you " sobbed Anne by hearing this louis whole body went on alert and Anne handed him the letter harry wrote before leaving...

Hey love,
Your the best dream I ever had and now your just a nightmare. You know why I agreed to you pathetic offer because I love you idiot I loved you even when I knew you can never be mine I just want to have you as mine even when it was all fake just for sometime. Even though I was happy for you that you'll find your mate and have a best life ahead but ...when I turned out to be your mate I was over the moon I thought my prayers were heard I was so happy just for a second..how stupid of me thinking that you'll accept me or anyone out there will accept me . How stupid of me to believe your words that I'm precious or I deserve the world cause in reality all I deserve is pain and luckily your now the main cause of it. I can't stand love, seeing you with someone else I'm going I'm leaving for good but still I wish you a happy and prosperous life ahead and I want you to know that I have loved you since you were 16 and will forever even if you not mine ..bye louis forever and ever.

By reading this a tear slipped louis's eye but still no emotion nothing and punch....

"You motherfucker you killed him you son of a bitch I hope you rot in hell you are the reason he is not with us ..ARE HAPPY SATISFIED HUH!" Said shawn eyes blood red all energy seems like it is drained from his body yet he is fighting with louis grabbing his collar shaking him furiously

" I hate you ...I FUCKING HATE YOU LOUIS WILLIAM TOMLINSON" spatted shawn and left  lifeless blue eyes staring him leaving staring everyone else leaving but yet no reaction is seen. Hands in his pocket where he kept the Letter .

"Hey love ....how are you ?" Saying this a dry chuckle left louis lips "I hope you're good, better than here take care love I'll visit you soon and yeah...you know people say sometimes you should do or say things before it is too late... I guess I'm way too late but....I just want you to say ...I love you , I loved you and will forever love you. If not you then no one else  .." with that he feel on his knees near Harry's grave and started wailing furiously "I...uh....I... I'm so....so...sorry
..lo...loveeeee...I..ca...can...cannot ...protect you..... please... forgive me..." He sobbed.

Afar from there dark brown eyes were observing his best friends misery . His best friend had been through a lot but yet was able to hold the smile that could light up the whole town but here he is crying on his soulmate's grave . He wants to fix everything wants to do so much yet he cannot he hates himself for this so much why...why are we tied to fate like this just why... can't we have a life that we desire..why are we so helpless.

Well sometimes life is nothing but a series of disappointment  broken only by dark spells of depression.

With these thoughts Zayn approached his friend " lou..."

And louis looked up seeing his best buddy in pained expression "Zee... he's gone...he left....he left me.... what...what will I do...?" Cried louis making grabby hands towards Zayn to hold him if the situation would not have been this horrible he would have laughed at his best friends antiques of childishness but now he just sat down and pulled him in his lap one hand around his waist and other on his head pulling him close and buried his face in his neck .

"Shuu...shu...lou...let...go...just let go .. Don't blame yourself for something that was out of your reach it was bound to happen  please...babes...stop crying" cradled Zayn with louis in his arms.

"I... can't ze...I can't it... hurts..." Cried louis in his best mate's neck.

And Zayn sighed"stop it louis it's enough now you have to take charge make things right so that there is no other harry and Louis suffering from what you both suffered. You be the best and
Strongest alpha all alone without any Luna show them the power of love ....the power of sacrifice that your love made .... show them that how powerful can a broken man be.. be the best version of you make things right and equal between the people. Defeat your father cause initially he is the main reason behind every single thing get up lou get up you got no time to cry." Motivated Zayn holding louis's face in his palm and wiping the tears..

"Now no more crying..yeah"

And louis nodded with determination to change the world for the better.