It had been a rough couple of days especially for Charlotte, when she was asleep where the once lay dreams now lay nightmares on top of nightmares, she couldn't eat without feeling sick, she couldn't sleep without seeing his face and the things he had done.
Mia had been there every step of the way, hugging her, holding her and reassuring her that she was going to be okay but she didn't believe any of it, she didn't believe that she would be okay, he was haunting her memories when she was awake and even when she was asleep, every moment he was there.
She couldn't breathe without feeling his lips on top of hers and the feeling of his tongue down her throat, she couldn't breathe without feeling his hands all over her body, she couldn't breathe without feeling him inside of her.
Charlotte was tired both mentally and physically, her eyes that were once bright and full of joy were now dull and emotioneless, she was so tired, she believed that he would always be here in the back of her mind.
She could tell Mia was getting tired as well and it felt as though she was dragging her down with her, she hated it so she withdrew from her, she withdrew from everyone.
Charlotte never talked to anyone, even if they always checked up on her, she would always stare of into the distance zoning out thinking of the old days where everything was different where she was happy.
She couldn't pull anyone else down with her, she needed to let them go so she could let herself go, she needed to stop trying to ask for comfort when she knew it was still not helping, she still felt his hands and his presence, he was always there no matter the situation.
Charlotte just wanted it to stop, the pain to stop, she wanted everything to stop, she couldn't do this.
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Fanfiction*COMPLETED* Something happens to Charlotte, will she fall or will she survive?
