No means no (MATURE)

chapter 16

It was time, it was time for mia to be with her sweetheart she couldn't take it anymore, she needed to see her face again, to hear her voice, to be in her arms, to feel her lips on top of hers, she felt her heart race as she placed the knife to her chest right where her heart was, would she be with her love? would she spend an eternity with her sweetheart?

she didn't care all she knew was that she couldn't deal with this pain anymore, the pain and the guilt of not being able to save her, she wonders is this was how her sweetheart felt utterly alone even when surrounded with people, this probably wasn't even a quater of how her sweetheart felt, she really wanted to feel what her sweetheart felt during that time, what her thoughts were but she didn't at the same time it was probably agnotizing, she hated this!

mia hated the dad that had done this to her poor charlotte, the dad that had broke her completely, he was the reason for charlotte's death and part of the reason for hers aswell because if charlotte was still here, she wouldn't be doing this, she felt tears drip down her face as she thought of charlotte her sweetheart, she loved her so much but she was ripped away from her.

her hands were shaky as she pressed the knife against her chest, she had wrote a simple note for everyone and it read.

Dear everyone,

you are all probably wondering what made me do this, how could i have been so selfish, the truth is i haven't be okay the moment since charlotte died, my world fell apart, she was my soulmate, the other half of me and when she left that piece of my heart was replaced with darkness, utter darkness, without her i am not myself, without her i am alone in this world, i just couldn't deal with this without her is that so selfish of me? maybe I don't know, i just want to be in her arms again, to feel her lips on mine, to be able to talk with her, to be able to make her laugh and smile, to be able to hold as she falls asleep, I want to hear her voice again, i need to hear her voice again. without her i feel as im going crazy, that im going insanse. I want her back, I need her back. so by the time you read this I will be gone, you won't have time to save me, i truly am sorry for everything i've done and for doing this, reece hold on to marjorie, she's the one for you okay? and you too autumn. I know where I'm gone you'll both be okay because you have your true loves, never let go of them okay? goodbye for now, I hope to see you all again.

She picked up her phone and made a groupchat sending it before placing her phone down and jabbing the knife right through her heart, she felt light and warmth surround her before a familiar voice spoke "Amelia roberts." Oh her sweetheart, she opened her eyes smiling and immediately hugging her, tears already streaming down her face "Sweetheart I'm so sorry, I'm so fucking sorry." she sobbed, she felt her arms wrap around her "Hey it wasn't your fault okay? I just needed the pain to stop and it did. But i thought i told you to live your life amelia to go on without me." Charlotte spoke.

Mia pulled back staring up into her eyes and cupping her cheek "I couldn't, I couldn't live on without you. I loved you too much to let you go. I love you too much to let you go sweetheart." she whispered, charlotte smiled before connecting their lips, oh how she missed that feeling.

Everyone else were laughing reminsicing memories of both char and mia, they were going to live on to mia's and charlotte's wishes, they were going to live on in their memory, reece kept true to mia's wish and eventually proposed to marjorie, they had 3 kids and grew old together, and they both died hugging in the bed they shared.

Autumn kept true to mia's wishes as well, she had proposed to winter, they got married, they had 2 kids and grew old, they died holding hands and a smile on their faces, they all met again some time later.