Oshi no ko: When a star explodes

Chapter 19: When stars realize they are human.

Y/N was currently in an empty auditorium as he did a play. It was to no one in particular but he did it nonetheless. Y/N always wanted to be an actor but for Ai he pushed that dream to nothing but a past belief. Yet, at times the fire was rekindled the burning passion and greediness to become the perfect actor.

Sometimes it ate him whole and he found himself here at the auditorium alone acting. Even if the stage went dark and the chairs stayed empty. He continued his acting. Like a record on loop he continued and continued till someone called him to leave or working came.

He didn't know who he was becoming to be honest. Y/N was always worse than Ai, a rash, emotionless, liar. While Ai felt loneliness and had an empty pit of emotionless. Y/N acted to put on his...well that was until he met Ai. Y/N found someone like him. Slowly he began finding his way towards the light, towards finally feeling. But, Ai had matured while she could understand the feeling. She wouldn't understand who he is now because she wasn't like him anymore. Ai was now a somewhat genuine idol. She still lied to her fans and in music. But; she could grasp the raw feeling of love and affection with her kids she was still understanding it though. Well in a way he understood it to for once in his life when he told his children that he loved him...he felt a warmth. The empty cold that surrounded his body when he was with the three of them...it was like his heart felt weird...his stomach burned with a fire and his chest felt warm.

Y/N widened his eyes...him feeling emotions wasn't the problem he could feel emotions he had just been ignoring them. Ignoring what made him human. All his life him and Ai had been chasing an ideology that made them different than humans Ai an idol and Y/N wanted to be an actor. Things in which they are seen more than humans. Beacons of light in the darkness of light. People so bright you could mistake them as the sun.

In truth him and Ai were humans in that they were so entranced in there jobs and roles they ignored the only thing that could make them feel. Their children, the whole team them worrying for providing for their children their family those were genuine emotions...they had just been ignoring them. At this realization Y/N realized. The fact he ingraved into his mind that he wouldn't be able to love another soul besides Ai. While it was tricky while they did love each other and they told it to each other without lying it wasn't the same you could say. It was like telling your reflection I love you. They were two sides of the same coin so when they said it, it wasn't a lie but it wasn't truly raw and emotion. It was genuine but it didn't come from the bottom of their heart.

Y/N looked at his phone...he was gonna become actor. Him and Ai were gonna leave a mark on the world and even his children. Y/N soon contacted...Taishi Gotanda.

Timekskip:

Y/N had sat Ai, Aqua, Ruby, Ichigo, and Miyako down as he took a deep breathe.

Y/N: "I'm gonna become an actor." Y/N remained solute as Ai smiled nodding.*

Ai: "No matter what you do I'll support you." Aqua and Ruby agreed. They hugged Y/N.

Aqua: "same papa."

Ruby: "Me too!"

They looked at Ichigo and Miyako who looked at each other before sighing as they nodded.

Ichigo: "Do what you want kid this is your life just don't reveal anything."

Y/N nodded firmly before he looked at Ai and dragged her alone to a room.

Ai: "Hm?~ do you want something Y/N?~" Ai purred the words softly as she looked Y/N in the eyes bringing him closer to her height by the collar.

Y/N hugged her making Ai hug him back giggling as he cleared his throat.

Y/N: "Ai I haven't truly said I love you and neither have you." Ai eyes widen...she didn't know Y/N noticed as well as she looked up at him...Y/N looked down at her as his cleared his throat. For the second time in Y/N and AI's life from the bottom of their hearts they finally said those words.

"I love you."

They whispered the words together in sync as they kissed...entranced into one another. They now had it in their grasp...true emotions of love. They had finally reached the stars they looked at as kids.

In the future these two, will pass as the greatest unrivaled perfect idol/actor in the world.

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Yay character development, let me know if you guys like this style of writing, I changed it if it isn't noticeable. I started writing like how I did in the past.