"𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐀𝐃𝐕𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐃-" || Blue Lock x Black Reader

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The beginning of the year was extremely hard for you, especially the month of June. It was hard having to face Isagi and then have him just leave you in your feelings, but you'd gotten to a point where all you wanted was good vibes and nobody could get in your way of that. September finally rolled around and that meant school was approaching. Part of you had prepared yourself to see Isagi walking the halls but you hoped his dumb little soccer program kept him from coming home. The night before your first day of school, you prepped your uniform and finished braiding your hair. It had taken you longer than expected because you were being lazy. As you were organizing everything accordingly, there was a faint knock at the front door. 

Part of you tensed up because the knocking sounded familiar, but you figured it was just your brain playing tricks on you. So you continued shifting around your room, trying to make sure everything was perfect for tomorrow. Then...it happened again, but louder. Loud enough for you to know that it wasn't just your temporal lobe playing games with you. It was about 11PM and your parents were out on a dinner date, so it wasn't like you could ignore it. There was a third knock and it was more of a bang than a knock, it frightened you a bit. It made you rush to the front door and check the peephole. Your eyes widened in shock...

"Isagi..." your jaw dropped, seeing him brought back a flurry of emotions that you were sure disappeared forever ago. You started to hesitate...but you unlocked the door and swung it open angrily. You were so ready to grill him for having the audacity to show up at your house this late at night, but before you could even speak, Isagi reached out and grabbed you by your waist...pulling you in and wrapping his own arms around your lower body. He held you closely, his grip was firm and you could feel his heart beating against his chest. "I miss you.." he muttered. His tone of voice reminded you of the Isagi you knew before you visited your home country. "I know I have no right to be here...with you, I have no right to hold you like this, I have no right to wanna kiss you and treat you like you belong to me...but I miss you." 

His voice trembled as he spoke, Isagi buried his face into your neck and took in your scent...it was still the same as before. Ethereal. You wanted nothing more than to push this bastard off of you, cuss him out, hit him, spit at him, call him all types of bitches and hoes...but all you could manage to do right now was cry. Tears rolled down your cheeks and he pulled away from the hug, "Please don't cry. I'm sorry Y/N, I'm so sorry...I want you to know how-" before he could even finish his sentence, you found that source of anger that was dwelling deeply inside of you, and shoved him away. You held your hand firmly and cocked it far behind your own head, giving him a good slap in the face. His hand flew over his cheek as the sting from your slap started to settle in.

"How fucking dare you? You couldn't be anymore selfish could you? You are such a pathetic BOY!" you cried out and balled up your fist, all he did was stare at you...he gave you such a gentle look, it almost made you feel bad. "You disgust me! You're nothing but a boy!" Isagi remained silent as you shouted at him, his facial expressions remaining the same, a brief pause came up and he took the opportunity to speak. "I'm sorry princess. I know how badly you hate me for what I did...but I love you so much. I only love you." he reached out to you yearningly and furrowed his eyebrows. You couldn't help but let out a sarcastic laugh as you placed a hand on your hip and held one of your hands in his face, letting him know that he shouldn't get any closer. 

"You shoulda' thought about that before you left me for a sport, dickhead." you couldn't help but be entertained by what he thought was going to happen, him showing up like this wasn't going to change anything at all. He pulled his hands away from you and you could see how hurt he was, "It don't feel good huh? It hurts. Does it hurt?" you said with a slight smirk across your face...seeing him like this was oddly satisfying. "Answer me." you barked, followed by a slight laugh. "Yeah...it hurts. I know you think I'm a boy but-" you cut him off before he could finish, "I don't think, I know." he let out a soft huff before he continued speaking. "I can be a man for you, what I did was childish...it was stupid. I need you, I need you so bad." he strained his voice towards the end of his sentence and you could really hear how much he longed for you behind that sentence alone. 

"I don't care what I have to do to get you back, I'll spill blood if it means I can hold you in my arms again Y/N." he remarked before he began to back away slowly, taking a good look at your figure. You were dumbfounded and unsure of what to say, so you simply shut and locked the door. You realized how fast your heart was racing once you closed the door...you were shaking. Isagi made his way back home and began devising his own plan to win you back, he was ready to do any and everything. You wanted to believe him but you weren't going to be fooled by him, he could have just been lying...right? Wouldn't you be a fool for believing him after he broke your heart? You didn't believe him. Yet a burning desire for him ran through your veins. 

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I know that most Japanese school years start in early April but due to a lot of my readers being American I decided to twist it a bit, as to not confuse anyone and align the school year with my plot. Sorry for any typos, I tend to write these late at night. Yes another chapter will still be released on Saturday.