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It was finally the weekend, you were very reluctant to go on this date with Isagi...but he offered to pay for everything, as he usually did. Not only that but he claimed to have a surprise for you. So you agreed. After thinking about what you wanted to wear, you finally settled on a pair of dark blue washed out baggy jeans, a beige crop top and a baggy zip up jacket that matched the color of your shoes (color of your choice). You put your hair into a ponytail and put on a bit of lip gloss, by the time you were all finished getting ready, Isagi was at the door waiting for you. You rushed down the steps after grabbing your phone and slipping it in your back pocket.
As soon as you opened the front door, Isagi grabbed your hand. He pulled you into a firm hug and didn't let you shut the door behind you, he did it himself. You pulled away from the hug and looked up at him. "You look beautiful as always Princess." He said as he caressed your back. You shoved him a bit in a lighthearted manner and rolled your eyes. You didn't want to treat him like your boyfriend....he wasn't after-all, he was just a homie. Isagi's face morphed from one of admiration to one of irritation. He hated playing this waiting game with you but he knew he deserved every last bit of it. After taking a taxi to the mall, you two began window shopping.
Everything was fine until you ended up wandering away from him. As you strolled through the mall...your thoughts lingered on Isagi. Why did he have to change so much? While lost in your own thoughts...two firm hands grabbed your hips. You jumped out of fear and quickly turned around...you were surprised to see Dishi, Ming's younger brother. He had the biggest grin on his face and was with a group of his own friends. "Hi Y/N, sorry if I scared you. I just couldn't help myself." He let out a small laugh and tucked his hands in the pocket of his jacket. He was blushing quite a bit too...you wanted to scold him but you simply let it go. "It's fine Dishi, just don't do it again." His friends snickered behind his back. "How is Ming? Still sick?" You questioned. His expression shifted from happy to sad within milliseconds.
Before he could respond someone grabbed you by your wrist tightly and yanked you backwards. Isagi looked at you angrily and then glared at Dishi, Isagi didn't even let you get a word out. He simply started dragging you away. "Isagi cut it out!" He wouldn't listen to you...you hated causing a scene in public so you remained quiet and simply walked beside him. The expression on his face right now was unreadable. After a bit of walking, the two of you found yourselves outside near a few benches. "What was that about Isagi?" He looked conflicted. "I'm sorry. I wasn't trying to hurt you or cause a scene but I'm not quite sure what came over me." He held you by your waist as he explained...pulling you closer inch by inch.
"That's no excuse. I know for a fact that you were being jealous. I'm not your girlfriend Isagi." You said as you began to pull away, but he didn't allow it, his grip only grew more firm and he held you against his core tightly. "You're fucking with me Y/N. You know what I want." For some reason, you felt yourself growing a little nervous. This all felt so out of order. "Y/N say something." He stared into your eyes, looking to see how you were feeling in the moment, but you yourself was confused. You loved him, you couldn't not love him....but you didn't want to give him the satisfaction of claiming you so easily. "The way that you're acting right now...is hurting me. I'm scared." You looked up at him with a weary smile and tear filled eyes. Isagi's eye's widened and his firm hold on you loosened. "I'm not scared of YOU, I'd beat your ass in a heartbeat and you know it." A small laugh escaped your lips as you averted your gaze from his.
"I'm scared that this is going to become a redundant cycle. I'm scared to let you in, just for me to be hurt yet again." Your words hung heavy between the two of you. Isagi was beginning to grow frustrated with himself...he knew he wasn't being reasonable at this point. He took a step away from you and let out a deep sigh. "I'm sorry. This is probably the one thousandth time I've apologized..." he let out an awkward laugh, "But it just feels necessary. I want you back...I have to get myself together before I can even begin to take those steps.." You listened to him carefully, he was actually being wise about bis decision making process and taking his actions into account.
"I'm sorry for my over bearing behavior Y/N...can we just start over completely?—" You tilted your head at him expectantly and his eyes widened, he quickly corrected himself. "Not to disregard the troubles I've put you through at all! I take accountability...but let's try and build a more healthy..." he paused momentarily..."Friendship." He was reluctant to call you a friend, he despised even using that as a label for you. You saw that he was trying and a smile spread across your face, it really helped lighten the mood, "Alright then...Let's start over. My name is Y/N L/N...and I'm a third year at Ichinan High School."
Isagi felt relieved that you were playing along with this starting over thing..."My name is Yoichi Isagi, I am also a third year at Ichinan High School." The two of you couldn't help but chuckle as you introduced yourselves and went over the basics, things that you both already knew about each other. The hangout session continued as usual...and it felt like a casual date between two friends, rather than two lovers with a broken history. Isagi was slowly getting what he wanted...your trust. Your guard was completely down at this point and you expected nothing but the best from Isagi...his intentions seemed to be in the right place. He wouldn't do anything to jeopardize your bond, right?—
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