Life Is Just A Game We Play And No One Wins .

Chapter 10 *Lets try*

It Was him standing there with pain in his eyes. I slammed the door in his face and ran back to my room what is he doing here didn't he hurt me enough. I decided i should at least listen i pulled open the door and said " You have 20 minutes speak  now or leave "

"Jessica , I didn't kiss jamie she forced herself on me she told me she wanted to show me what i was missing when i realized that she was kissing me i pushed her off . I Dont what her i want you , only you.Please believe me."

I knew jamie hated me since pre school because chase kissed me under the cherry tree i wasn't expecting him to i knew jamie had a crush on him i would've never betrayed her but she thought different . When i tried to explain she didn't listened instead she started the rumors an since from then she has devoted her life to make mines a living hell . Somewhere deep down inside i knew he was telling the truth and i believe him .
After minutes of thinking i finally spoke up " I believe but seeing you kissing her got to me i don't want to lose you , you complete me i can be myself around you please don't leave me i need you "saying that made tears flow out of my eyes i never needed anyone in my life but with him everything is different i don't what it is but am i think he is my way out .
"Ocean i won't ever leave your side ,you're the one for me i know how it feels when someone you love leaves your life. You feel like your whole world is falling apart you look from things to take away the pain you cry your eyes out you feel less of yourself i know it all cause my mother left the world when i was 10 i cried day and night i couldn't control myself i started to drink at 11 And smoke when i was 12 it was the only way i felt at peace. Then one day when i was at the beach with my friends i was 15 this girl came along she was the most beautiful thing i had ever seen and something went off in my heart it open up again. We got together after 3 weeks of hanging out i opened up to her she helped me out of my state i fell hard for her i would have done anything for her. The one day she broke up with me without a reason and that was the last of her . I began to get nightmares she broke me she destroyed me .When dad got this job offer i was happy to get away and start over new when i saw you that day i knew you were meant for me and i needed to get you . Now that i have you i don't want to let you go that's why when i heard you were leaving for a month i got afraid you will decide not to come back am so sorry .

His speech had me speechless i couldn't say anything else i thought my life was bad but his was horrible and i just added on by not listening to him. He opened up to me. I grabbed him an kissed him this time the kiss was perfect it was filled with passion love and care. I pulled away and smiled at him ."I love you "
 
"I love You Too ocean "

"By the way..! Will You like to come with me to England?

"Are you sure about this , your mom won't mind?"

"More sure than anything and she told me to bring a friend so am bringing you end of discussion"

"I'll talk to my father and see i cant believe this"He said before smashing his lips against mine , I responded back quickly he lick my lips asking for a entrance and without thinking i open my mouth and the kiss was deepen it felt so right it sent sparks down to my body , butterflies were fluttering in my stomach i can't believe it. We pulled away breathlessly . Smiling like two wacko's . We watched movies in the screening room until it was time for him to go i didn't wanted him to leave i want him here with me . We kiss and then he left. This feels like a fairytale its like Cinderella , when he stepsisters and stepmom treated her bad then her prince charming came along kyle is my prince charming . I took off all the lights in the house and locked the doors before heading upstairs to sleep .