I've died a thousand
times in the whole,
Murdering myself
in my head
it's a bloodshed,
Talking to myself
inside
like I'd die,
Comforting myself
when I'm down
Just so I'd stop crying
like a clown.
I'm happy for myself
Thriving for my dreams
I don't need to prove
anything to anyone
I don't need to do
anything just to fit in between everyone
I just wanna be myself
for myself but not someone
I don't wanna
do the thing I don't wanna do,
I don't wanna
open my mouth for no reason like the others do,
I don't want my parents
to know about the monster
that I'm turning into,
I don't want them
to know about the dark story, I'm hiding from them.
All I ever cared about
all along was my people's smiles,
my poetry and myself...
YOU ARE READING
Ocean of words
PoetryThese are the ocean of words, I can't talk them out or hide, I wanna shout them to the world, But my courage is long gone in the tides...
