Fantasize (Tomura Shigaraki x Reader)

Ch. 5

You anxiously worked till the cafe closed, you quickly closed up the shop and headed back to your apartment. You made sure to turn your phone up loud enough to let you know if Shigaraki texts you back. To keep your mind busy, you cleaned up the apartment a bit, making sure all the dishes are put away and swept the floors. A ring comes from your phone, you quickly pull it out and read the text.

Shigaraki: meet me at Takoba Beach park

You quickly put on a dark hoodie and some leggings and headed to the park. It's a train ride away, once you got on the train your mind buzzed whether or not it's okay to have feelings this strong so early on, you hope you don't come off too clingy. You started to feel guilty in a way, almost ashamed. You barely know this person you met online, are you that desperate? No. He must feel the same, maybe not liking you but he must think you're okay enough to meet up at a beach park almost midnight. Another text popped up on your phone, it was from Emi, you ignored it. She was probably talking about work.

The train stopped and you quickly got off and headed down the streets that lead to the beach. You put your hands in your hoodie pocket, walking down the stairs into the sandy beach. The moon lighting the beach up perfectly, you looked around and didn't see him or necessarily anybody. You sent him a text saying you're at the park. Slowly you walked towards the boardwalk that extends out into the ocean, hearing the wooden boards creek with every step. A figure stepped out from behind the wooden pillars that hold up the top of the deck steps out into your view your heart jumped from the scare. They took the hoodie off and it was the blue haired boy you knew.

"Jeez Shig you scared the shit outta me!" You said, holding your hand over your chest.

"I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you. I'm glad you made it here." He said, looking at you. "I.. wanted to talk to you. You seem trustworthy, as long as you don't call the cops." He said, looking away and rubbing the back of his head, his other hand inside his hoodie pocket.

"Of course, you can talk to me about anything. I care about you." You said, stepping closer to him to get a better look at him from the sun setting. He looked anxious, fear spread all over his face.

"What do you think about the League?" He said with his raspy voice. His question stunned you, it was random and caught you off guard.

"I mean, they're villains, nothing much about them. I know they're broken humans who had terrible things happen to them so they take it out on the world, not that I blame them, why?" You asked, wondering where he was going with this. He looked at you, his eyes gleamed with curiosity, fear and maybe anger?

"They're my family, at least all I know what a family is. My real family died in my arms because of me. I turned them all to dust. I carry them with me everywhere I go, their hands remind me who I truly am. A monster." He said, never breaking eye contact. His eyes made you feel like you're a dog cowering down, what he said wasn't making sense but you remember the talk about what the leader of the League looked like. Hands all over his body. You put two and two together and realized Shigaraki might be the leader of the League. You didn't say anything but the look of his face he knew that you realized. "Is that all you're gonna do? Stare at me like the monster that I am?" He yelled at you, you quickly panic trying to comfort him.

"What? No! I'm sorry this is just a lot for me to take in." You said stumbling over your words.

"So what? Now you're scared of me?" He yelled again, making you flinch a bit never hearing his voice like that. You shook your head and looked up at him, narrowing your eyes to match his.