Chapter XII

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I knew I liked him ever since I met him

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I knew I liked him ever since I met him.

He seemed interesting, just sitting alone on the couch. And I really liked his hair. His reactions were also super cute when I confused him. I really like confusing people, but for some reason he was my favourite until now.

I found out a few informations about him. I didn't know he was the money maker among delinquents. But I could see it on his face that he hates money whenever someone brings it up.

But no one seemed to notice it about him.

He didn't ask me for informations to blackmail other gangs. But that's usually why people are interested in me once they know who I am.

But he tried to get to know me.

Why?

I'm not a good person. I don't deserve love. I don't deserve to be cared for. That's why I don't let people read me.

So why are you different than everyone else?

Why are you going out of your way to understand me?

Why do you notice the things about me that I didn't even notice about myself?


I was trying to stay strictly friends. I tried to view you only as my cousins' friend.

But you just had to find me that day laying in the rain. You just had to take care of my injuries. You just had to show me you care about me.

You had to look at me with those eyes of yours.

You had to make my heart skip a beat.

You had to make me feel those weird thingies in my stomach.

But you deserve better than me. I know you do.


I steal and then sell it for a living. I break people's bones when I'm bored. I beat up people when things don't go my ways. I blackmail people for a living. I exchange informations that could get people killed just for a little money.

I buried myself even deeper in this shithole when I found out you like someone else.

But I still couldn't quit. If I know everything about everyone than I can protect my boys. I can protect you, my cousins, my friends. I can protect my family.

I don't like doing these stuff.

Whenever I'm with you I'm truly me.

I don't give a fuck about a lot of things, you know that already. You're starting to understand me.

𝕱𝖎𝖌𝖚𝖗𝖊 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝕺𝖚𝖙 || Hajime Kokonoi x ReaderWhere stories live. Discover now