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CHAPTER TEN #AM I?

author's note:
hi babies! long time no update:(
but, heto na po hihi. enjoy reading mwaps!

Running towards this beautiful garden, amaze me. this colorful place, where you can find your solace. forest that full of green trees, surely, you can entirely cherish. this is perfect. from blue sky, where birds gracefully fly. flowers, that brought life to your sight.

surrounding's that comforts you, with it's air soothly breezing against your bare skin. it looks unreal. no words can express it. and I want to stay here. I can no longer feel pain if I would. I am sure.

Kelly.

I badly wants to stay here. but I can hear something, that wants to oppose it. that something, is a strong force, that I couldn't resist but to find were it came from. I want to hear it again. this wonderful dream of mine, cannot compared, from the voice that whispering. t-that voice.

Kelly.

I tried. I desperately tried...

"Hey, you okay?"

I slowly opened my eyes, I  winced when I saw light. iminulat ko ulit ang mga mata ko at iginala ang paningin. nasa kwarto ako pero unfamiliar sya sakin. t-teka, si Luhan!

"hush, don't be scared, you're safe now."

doon ko lang napansin na kasama ko pala si Zyn. nasa dulo sya ng kamang hinihigaan ko. masuyong mga mata ang nakatitig sa 'kin. tila nag aalala ito kung may mangyaring masama sa 'kin

"a-anong nangyayare?" tanong ko at umupo.

"naka takas si Luhan." he said as his jaw clenched. he looked terrifying when I met his gaze. I saw range of emotions running through his eyes. but one of that caught my attention. I cannot name that emotion since it just flash through his eyes. and I bet my eyes was just tricking at me.

"si mama?" I managed to ask even though I am still curious what emotion is it.

"uh, si Achy lang ang sinabihan ko. hindi pa alam ng mama mo. baka kasi magalit ka pag sinabi ko. mas mabuting ikaw nalang mag sabi." aniya.

I just nood at him.

Sa dami ng iniisip ko, ngayon ko lang nabigyan ng pansin ang suot nya. naka black sando lang sya at shorts. simple lang ang sout pero shimay! nakalimutan ko ata'ng nakidnapped ako. kasi naman, ang hot n'ya. he looks gooddamn model. from his messy hair, sharp shaw and nose, redish lips, biceps and muscles that looks firmly strong.

nanghihina ako! pawahak nga ng biceps!

Hindi pa sana matatapos ang pantasya ko ng makita kong may pasa sya sa mukha. nasa bandang panga n'ya ito. for sure masakit kasi bakat na bakat ito.

"anong nangyari jan?" ani ko at ininguso iyon.

Tinitigan kong mabuti ang pasa n'ya. lumapit ako sakanya at inabot ito para hawakan.

"masakit ba?" I asked still looking at the bruise. sure talagang masakit to kasi nag v-violet sya. sinadya ko lang itanong kasi sipsip ako. joke, kasi, hindi man lang sya pumalag nung hawakan ko. hindi ba s'ya nasasaktan?

"cute,"

"A-ano?" ani ko at inangat ang ulo para tignan s'ya. na sana, hindi ko nalang ginawa. takte ang lapit ng mukha namin! sa sobrang lapit, isang mabuting galaw nalang, matitikman ko na ang labi n'ya! joke, pero real! amoy na amoy ko rin ang hininga n'yang amoy mentol.

mentos ba toothpaste nito?

I'm pretty sure, pulang pula yung mukha ko. his deep stares made my knees crumble. kung naka tayo ako? for sure nadapa na 'ko ngayon. his dark orbs was staring at me intently. like, he was examining every part of my face. like, his memorizing it until I can no longer recognize my face, and then, he would describe it to me. he would tell every detail even the smallest one.