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chapter 19

Hey peoplepandas! What's up? Nothing much on this end of the screen. So I appreciate all the comments I have been getting seriously love you guys so I will continue to ask questions and you guys could be the lovely dolls you are answer them for me. And soon so so soon we will be at the top of the fan fic list. And you know the rules first comment gets the dedication for the next chapter and the fan so here we go today's question: if you got a million dollars what would you do and why? Ok guys love you thanks for everything you guys do for me

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Sam's POV:

May 2, 2013;

Well that whore from Victoria secret didn't press charges. The boys didn't find out about my attack. And the girls and I agreed to never tell them about it. It's getting hard though, keeping stuff from them. Liam and I never told them about that night we came home. The cravings are getting worse, whenever I see Zayn smoking a joint I get really depressed. I can't take it anymore I just have to get one. Louis, Harry, and Niall left to go grocery shopping. I walked up to Zayn's door and knocked.

"Come in" he yelled. I twisted the doorknob and walked in. he was sitting on his bed, working on his computer. He looked up at me and smiled. I returned a warm smile back but it didn't quite reach my eyes and he could tell.

"What's wrong, Sam?" He asked opening his arms for a hug. I walked into the hug and hugged him back.

"Please don't hate me." I begged him. He pulled back from the hug.

"Sam, I could never hate you. Now, tell me what's wrong I hate to see you this way." He said.

"Zayn," I started. "I smoked for a year. When Karen had me she sent Maddie in to make me start again. I only had one but I'm desperate. I can't feel life slowly fading away, seeming less important every day. Please Zayn, I need one so badly." I gave him my best sad face, finally after minutes he caved.

"Fine, but we have to go somewhere else, Liam's still in the house. Wait, does Liam know about this." I nodded. He frowned "that's why he was pissed when you went up to text Maddie." He got up and put his jacket on. "Sam, are you gonna go out in your pajamas or are you gonna change?" I got up and started toward the door he chuckled under his breath as I left.

I turned back in a dramatic fashion and looked him strait in the eyes. "Thanks ,Zayn." He nodded and headed toward the bathroom. I walked to my room. Once I got there I hopped into the shower and let the water devour my body. I quickly got out and got dressed. I picked out a no sleeve dark green collar shirt, with studded collar. I paired it with my black skinny jeans and black converse. I grabbed my green areopastale sweatshirt and skipped downstairs to meet Zayn.

"Liam, me and Zayn are going out." I yelled from the top of my lungs.

"Ok" he said. We walked outside and to his car.

"So, where are we going?" I questioned.

"Somewhere far away, so that pap's don't see us." He answered. He started backing out of the driveway. Luckily we live right next to the highway so we go to where we are pretty fast. We were at forest grounds. We got out and walked into the forest and there was a cabin. Zayn walked over to the cabin and sat down in one of the old rockers on the porch. I followed him up steps to the porch and sat on the other one. He pulled out a pack and a lighter. He held one out and I took it in my mouth. He lit the end and I inhaled. I held it in for a few seconds then let it go. It felt so good to pump the smoke in and out of my lungs.

"but we're just blowing smoke, hey ya" Zayn started.

"out here going broke..." I finished.