secret love

15| regrets?

I'm sorry this chapter is the worst!

It's been half an hour since he left for the bathroom. He stayed inside, looking at himself disgustingly. He hated himself for what he had done. He watched himself through the reflection to his neck. He could see the hickies and reddish spots on his neck and collarbone. Looking at those, it was growing anger inside him.

He was filled with regrets that his drunken state had led him t to do something he never wished to happen. He leaned his back to the wall and slid down, dropping to the floor as he shut his eyes, wanting to erase those unwanted things that had happened. A silent sob was heard a while later, and he was so frustrated that he slid his hand over his head, grabbing his hair madly, "Why the heck did I do that!"

"I-i shouldn't have.....I don't even love her!" He stuttered with sobs......"W-what if....."

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"....what!"
Jisung exclaimed.
"Who told you that?"
He asked, confused.

"You told me yourself that you got a boyfriend the other day you called me!"

"When did I tell you that? Oh my gosh, mom! As you grow older, I think your brain is getting older as well. I said I have found a friend, a boy or guy friend, as in a male friend here, not a one-word boyfriend, I was saying one-word together  that I have found a new friend in Australian,"

"Eh! But that's what I heard, "

"That's what you heard but not what I said."
Jisung shakes his head in disbelief.

"Oh no! I might or might not have told Naeun that you found a boyfriend, " Mrs Han said, chuckling awkwardly.

"What! You tell who! Omg, Mom, I can't with you,"

"What do I do then? I was so happy and excited thinking that you have finally found someone you love, I want to get a son-in-law or daughter-in-law. It's been 2 years already since they married. And you there! Could not even find a guy for yourself," his mom sighed.

"Mom"
Jisung seriously  uttered,
"I - I just can't -"
He sighed,

He stayed quiet for a while. He knew damn well he couldn't move on from him. Even after two years of living apart, he still could not let go of the feeling and move on. 

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After an hour, Minho went downstairs to get something to eat since it was late in the morning and didn't have dinner last night.  He was so nervous and awkward to head down in case he met her, but they lived in the same house, so what else could he do?  In the hope of not seeing her now, he went to the kitchen right away, but oh well, she was right there in the kitchen.  He cursed at his bad day, and he continued walking. She finally noticed him and asked, "Are you hungry? I have made some hangover food since you uhm-, take a seat, and I'll serve it for you. "

He nodded and muttered a thanks while he ate his breakfast. Sooyoung had left and let Minho eat there by himself because she noticed how awkward and silent Minho was while she was there.

She busied herself by scrolling through her phone until she received a call from someone. She had a good smile on her face as she looked at the ID before she picked up the call and answered.

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Two hours later, Minho got a call from his father telling him to come to the company to watch after it while he went to an important meeting with another business partner.

The moment he headed downstairs before he left, Sooyoung was walking towards him.

"Are you going to the company?"
She asked,