secret love

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[I wanna write something nonsense]

It has been only two days, and that night was the worst ever. He had spent the night crying until midnight. He was broken apart ,he felt like losing track of the way to his house as he was lost in the breeze of the rains. He walked home in the rain and could not get inside the house , he didn't want to get in. He did not want his parents to witness him being restless and weak like that, looking like a mess crying over someone. He stayed in the car the whole night as he cried himself to sleep. Until 4 am at dawn , he woke up from the car and silently got inside the house, and quickly went to his room.

That day is gonna be the last day he would cry, he said to himself. He would not want to cry due to the same reason anymore. He knew no matter how much he cried and hurt his feelings , the truth would not gonna change, so he forbade himself to cry again after that most excruciating night and then there's no other reason for him to cry either except it.

Half of the week has passed, though he promised not to cry, but his eyes were top weak to control, so a little tears always escaped from his eyes down his cheek.

•

Jisung just got back from his father's company, and on his way back home, he has been thinking again about that one thing, which has been roaming inside his head for more than a coupleof days. He was not sure for now, though, so he zipped it up.

But the next day, when he walked out thinking of it again, he was overwhelmed , he could not help himself but cry, he promised not to cry but his heart was too heavy and couldn't hold the tears anymore, he let it out once again the same like that rainy night.

The times he went back home , he was looking like a mess. His face was pale, his eyes were red, and he was a complete mess. The moment he reached home , he went directly to his mom, who was sitting on the couch....

"M-mom..."
He brokenly called.....

Mrs. han finely looked up, but the seconds she saw his appearances, she was extremely shocked, she stood up and hugged him....
"What's wrong, jisung? Why are you like this?"
She asked worriedly.......

"Mom, I can't.....I want to................

•

JANG'S RESIDENT

"Come in both of you,"
Mrs Jang sweetly welcomes her daughter and son in law inside the house. She hugs both of them. Also Mrs Lee were behind them, the mothers greeted each other as well. They were now sitting in a dining table,

"......mom , are you gonna tell us what's the occasion....."
Sooyoung asked, then said, ".... I mean, you said you have something to discuss with us all, so I'm just curious,"

"...oh, right! So I was thinking of this...."
Mrs Lee said, ".....as you know that our sooyoungie return back to korean just a week before marriage...."

Mrs Lee, along with minho and sooyoung, were listening to her, " ....so I was thinking why not let this newly wedded couple spend their time together like they are supposed to be..."

Sooyoung was baffled , looking at her mother, "mom, but we apparently are together. What do you mean?" She said Mrs Lee was confused as well.

"What I mean is that these two barely gotta to spend time and be with each other before their marriage, so I thought of giving them a free alone time spent together....."

" they are already married, though Mrs Jang, they are basically gonna spend much time together."
Said Mrs Lee.

"You are right, mrs. Lee, but what I mean is that I have an idea, and that is ......to let them spend their special honeymoon together out of the country. You know, somewhere romantic and memorable for the both of them, so that they will get much more time together just the two if them, I want you guys to get close like you both were when you were just small kids, you remember?"