secret love

18| best friend

"Minho!"

Finally, he snapped out from his thought. He cleared his throat before he responded to his mother,

"Yes."
He replied solely.

" Did you listen to what I said?"
Hid mom asked, looking at him frowning. She already knew minho was not listening to her minutes ago.

"Uh..."

Mrs Lee sighed,
"Whatever. I was asking you if you knew about jisung's coming back?" She asked tilted her head, " You didn't know, do you?"

Minho only nodded, in response as yes, but Mrs Lee misunderstood it as 'no, I didn't know'

" Hmm..well, jisung has come back. He visited me last day the same day you visited me in the afternoon, but I forgot to tell you, "

Minho has no reaction since he already knew and was just looking at his mother talking. His mom was disappointed at him, for showing no happy or excitement expression on the topic of jisung's.

"Are you seriously not showing any reaction of happiness or excitement about his returning? Are you gonna keep hating him for no reason?" She asked,

He gave no answer to that either. He has a careless expression like it doesn't matter to him whether jisung is back or not.

Mrs Lee shook her head, "This kid, you can't hold a grudge for no valid reason minho, jisung came here that day being nice and sweet like how he always was. He hasn't changed, and still the same like before, and of course, except his looks, he looks mature now. " She told him shortly chuckles at the last part.

"Whatever."
Minho muttered, standing up from there and left leaving his mother astonished from his cold behavior. She truly feels sorry for jisung. Jisung did what's good for himself, and minho should be grateful to him since he is a married man and a soon to be father now. But no, his demeanor has changed, from being sweet, kind, protective, possessive and caring of jisung he become, rude, cold, mindless , also that all being faced by jisung and to only jisung and for jisung only. What's even the real reason? What had jisung done to him , to make him loathed him this much. Wasn't he the one telling him to stay away from him? Jisung did actually stay away far from him. He told jisung not to love him, and it's not his fault that jisung fell in love with him. Then why does he care about jisung leaving away and making his wish come true. Shouldn't he be happy with his wife, now?

"Only if he knew!"
Mumbled minho furiously as he stomped out of the house, walked to his car, and drove away.

"Only if he knew, why! But he is heartless! He didn't even think before he made a decision. He didn't ever care to tell me before he flew abroad . He didn't know how it made me feel when I found out he had left far away from me. My feelings don't matter to him! So why should I care about him now! He left me. "

He drove off at a very first pace to somewhere,

"Now that after all this, after everything that happened, he come back! After three years, he decided to come back? When I'm not able to - when I can't go back - .....after-... if he was here..-if he had not left....if he were there with me..." He muttered under his breath , his eyes brim with tears, tears of anger.......".....I hate those feelings you left me alone with...." He whispered in his breath...

"- you could have stayed there forever, jisung. You shouldn't have to return back after three fucking damn year!"

3 hours later, with the han family.

"Have you met minho when you visited ? You didn't tell me about it?" Asked Mrs han,

Jisung nodded, "Yes we met," replied jisung, with flashback memories of how they met. Somewhere in his heart, he could get the new feeling of the old days coming back to him. It was like that was the first time seeing each other. Living away for three years is like being separated since the century. But maybe it's only him, who feels that. It's nothing to minho.