Chp: 8 Breaking Without knowing

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James POV

Gently moving my lips against his I only stopped for a second to nibble softly on his plump bottom lip. Finally allowing me to enter his mouth I slid my tongue into his hot cavern . So into the kiss I didn't notice the disgusted look plastered on lockeys face until he bit down hard on my tongue.

Falling backwards from the shock and pain of the bite I instantly began to suck on my tongue to ease away the pain . So focused on easing away the pain I didn't notice that lockey wasn't sitting next to me until I was sitting upright again. Agilely getting up on my feet i went in search of lockey in hopes of explaining why i kissed him.

Oh god i can't believe I kissed him. he's my student for God sake . oh what am I going to do now. stupid stupid James

I Spent a total of 30 minutes frantically running around the forestry in search of lockey but couldn't find him anywhere. Distraught over the fact that I couldn't find lockey to explain my actions I trudged my way over to my car ready to go home and sleep away my problems.

Gripping the steering wheel of the car tightly I let my mind wander away from the road as I drove my way home

Should I just leave him alone and let him think or should I just explain why I kissed him after class . Why is it so hard for me to decide OH GOD HELP ME!!

Taking a deep breath to calm myself down I was soon captured into the nature as my eyes got lost amongst the green trees, cars and people that flashed by as I drove.

Suddenly breaking out of my trance I quickly turned my attention back on to the road . Quickly taking a sharp turn to the left I cursed out loud to myself as I had just ran a red light. Thank god there weren't any cops lingering around or I'd be in big trouble.

Placing my thoughts on one side i put my full attention into driving and getting home safely guessing it would be smarter for me to think about my problems at home than on the road.

Sighting my apartment block I parked my car in my assigned parking spot and raced my way into the death trap (also called an elevator) as it had start to rain.

Looking back I really question my sanity when I was picking a place for me to live . Like half of this place is filled with junkies and during the night drunkards roam around the place banging on people's doors at night.

I know right creepy

Reaching my floor I anxiously exited the elevator and sprint walked my way to my flat afraid that someone might jump me on the way there. Entering my studio flat that I probably forgot to tell you I shared with my best friend of 20 years . Softly locking the front door o tip toes my way to my bedroom not in the mood to be conversation with Marcus.

Don't get me wrong Marcus is my best friend of many years but I just don't want to explain why I'm in such a gloom mood especially when i need to think of a solution to my situation.

Jamming the door shut To my room I jumped on to my bed not bothered to strip out of my clothing and heaved a big sigh cause now having to make a big decision.

You know what?maybe I am just going to get it over with and talk to him after class . yes that's what I'm going to do

Coming to a final decision I exhaustedly stood up and stripped out of my clothing until I only had my blue boxers on. Pulling back my navy blue comforter I climbed into bed and set my alarm clock not wanting a repeat of this morning. I pulled the covers over myself , got comfortable and lulled myself to sleep by the sound of the rain pattering against the window pane.

{next day}

*bringggg bringggg*

"Oh just a few more minutes"I groaned groggily while trying to off the damn alarm clock.

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