(One month later - 9 weeks pregnant)
Hey lovvies sorry for the really late update but I have just finished my mocks so I'll probably be updating regularly now *sigh*. This chapter may have some grammatical errors so I'd like to apologise before hand.
Dedication: @amina50 ( thanks for the cute message. really motivated me to continue on with this book)
(One month later - 9 weeks pregnant)
Lockeys POV
"Oh god...I'm so nervous." James whispered his hand shaking in mine as we waited patiently for our names to be called. He looked slightly paler than usual ,his teeth biting his bottom lip ever so often that it got me feeling a little nervous as well.
Right now I wasn't suppose to be showing any emotions for James's sake. I wanted to avoid anything that could possibly frighten him anymore than he already is.It's been a month now after I found out about the baby and there are still a lot of issues we still need to overcome but for now all that mattered was James and the baby's health.
"Don't be. I know you're scared but, I'm here. We can get through this together and besides,-" I inhaled deeply ,turning to look into his sea-blue eyes "we're going to see our baby."
After all the drama, James and I had gone back to our apartment and spent the whole night showing each other how much we loved one another. James had definitely stuck to his words ,immediately resigning from the school the next day without argument. I had gotten more comfortable with the thought of becoming a father again, ecstatic at the idea of having a mini person of both James and I. I had made it a priority to spend every waking minute showering both James and the our baby with my undivided attention and love. And honestly I've never been...happier. It feels like I'm on top of the world.
"I know I shouldn't be nervous but it's so hard not to be. It's been so long since my last check up. Aren't you...a little worried that there could be something wrong with our baby?,especially after all the stress I've put myself through in the past few weeks." He asked in a hushed tone his hand ,on instinct, rubbing his protruding stomach in a comforting manner. A glint of fear shone in his eyes showing how distressed he really was.
My arm instantly went around his back, nestling at his side as i pulled him closer towards me. Having no complaints against the action, he rested his head in the crook of my neck. I felt so useless at that particular moment as I didn't know what to say to him that could comfort him in anyway.
"Everything Will be fine. We're gonna have a healthy baby. So you have nothing to worry yourself about." I whispered soothingly on top of his head ,planting a soft kiss on it before inhaling his intoxicating scent. To be honest he wasn't the only one that was nervous. This was our first child and this was my first time seeing him/her so it was acceptable.
"Maybe we can postpone the appointment to another day? I mean if we're sure the baby's alright there's no need to confirm it with a doctor, right?." James babbled ,practically burying himself into my neck.
"James ,why are you so worked up over nothing?. It's only a doctor's appointment that gonna give us some more information on our baby's progress. that's all."
I watched in silence as James wrapped his arms tightly around my neck, keeping his face buried in the crook of my neck.
"I know...but I'm just scared. What if the baby isn't healthy at all? What if for some unknown reason the baby is hurt or something? I just wouldn't be able to forgive myself if anything should happen to him/her and it was because of me." His thin fingers messed about with the small strands of hair at the nape of my neck ,running his fingers up and down as a form of consolation.
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