Souls Tied: My Maniac's Heart

XVIII.

London 🥀

I woke up to the sound of beeping. My vision was blurry but I could slightly see a figure standing in front of me.

Where am I?

I tried wiping my eyes but my arms was sore and I had something attached to it.

"Ms Jones... Ms. Jones, can you hear me?"

I slowly nodded trying to get my vision to clear up.

"My names is Nurse Harris. How are you feeling?"

I touched my throat and pointed to my eyes.

I seen part of a flash and felt her grab my hand and hand me to what I assume was a cup of water.

I drank it slowly and it felt like paradise.

"Do you know where you are?"

"I think a hospital. I can barely see but you introduced yourself as my nurse."

"You're at Cedars. Do you remember what happened to you?"

"No."

"You were in a car accident. You were brought here early this morning. The doctor will be in here shortly to explain everything. Do you need anything?"

"Can you call my family?"

"They called and they are already on there way."

"Thank you."

"No problem Ms. Jones, I will be right back."

I nodded and then I heard the door close.

I sat back and closed my eyes trynna think.

A car accident?

I tried to recollect my memories on what happened.

I remember leaving the shoot but after that everything is a blur.

I heard a knock before I heard the door open. When I opened my eyes this time my vision was clearer but not all the way.

"Ms. Jones, my name is Dr. Grey. How are you feeling?"

"Confused and can barely see."

She took a flashlight and examined my eyes.

"We will get you a head CT. Do you remember what happened?"

"I just remember leaving my job. Nothing after."

"You got into a car accident. You were unconscious when you came in." She flipped through her notes. "No broken bones, we were able to stop the internal bleeding, and the baby is okay but we will need to monitor some more."

"Baby?"

"Oh, my apologies. I thought you were aware."

"Not at all."

My head began to hurt and I felt sick to my stomach.

"Ms. Jones." She grabbed my hand. "Are you okay? Would you like to speak with me alone?"

"I'm not being harmed. This just wasn't a planned pregnancy. I have a lot going on in my family right now and I'm in the middle of shooting a show...." A let a deep sigh. "A baby?" I whispered as my eyes watered.

I'm still not over the first child I lost.

Then I could have lost this child and I wasn't even aware of it. I haven't even been taking care of myself properly.

I don't sleep.

I don't eat.

I been smoking and drinking.