It's not true

#16

When all three had calmed down, Charles took a box of tissues from the bedside table. He sits up and the other two follow. A groan leaves Lando's mouth as he clutches his side.

"Because of your crash?" Max asks and Lando nods. "Normally you never really have a crash in Austria." Charles says as he wipes his tears. "Yes, but Yuki did this completely on purpose." Max says immediately as he hands a tissue to Lando and then grabs one for himself. "He tried to get past it, I was able to do it at that spot too." "Yes, with fresh tires. It's a short straight with a bend, what else did he expect, seriously? He was done with you." says Max. "It is what it is." says Lando. "But are you otherwise okay? Did you need to be checked after your crash?" "No, it wasn't too bad. Only now my right side, but that may also be due to a combination of poor positioning of sleeping." "Been awake much?" Max asks and Lando nods softly.

"We have to talk." Charles says and everyone nods.

"Oscar spoke to us." he starts and Lando looks at them. "He told me, yeah" "He says exactly the same thing you said. That it didn't happen that night. But that you were close to each other because of the speakers." says Charles. "But do you understand how difficult this was for us? Do you understand that we reacted like this last week when we saw the photo? Then that evening we saw the photo all over the internet and we knew that you were there with Oscar. Do you know how much that hurted? You are so close with him Lando, you joke with each other about certain things and how you look at each other... Lando it makes us feel so insecure." says Max. "But that is not the intention at all." Lando says as tears roll down his cheeks again.

Being so emotional, not sleeping, so much stress doesn't help to stop the tears.

"Yes, I am close to Oscar, but I don't feel anything for him at all. I also see in photos how I look at him, but I often just laugh at him or I feel proud and I can't stop smiling. How Daniel always described about being proud of you or me and how he can't stop laughing or smiling, that's what I feel about Oscar. I think it's so special how he started his rookie year, how he does everything at all. It's how Daniel was to us and how Seb was to you. I can't help it and I don't realize it either. So I can't help that point. That kiss never happened. I don't even want to kiss Oscar, he's a good friend no more. Besides, he has Logan and he's so in love with Logan. It's been proven now, but I was hoping you guys would believe me." Lando sobs.

"We wanted to believe you, really. But we weren't there with you Lando. A part of it leans towards what if it is real? And I hate seeing you like that, really. I wanted to believe you for a 100 percent Lando, really. But As long as nothing was certain, I couldn't do that. It made me doubt. says Charles.

"That evening we called you so many times, but you didn't answer. We knew you were going out with Oscar and we are not angry about that. But the moment you didn't answer our phone even in the night made make us even sadder or angrier. Do you know how much was going on in our minds? What could possibly have happened at that moment?"

At that moment, Lando's eyes widened.

"You guys seriously thought I might had sex with Oscar? Seriously?" Max and Charles both look down. Lando gets off the bed and a sob leaves his mouth. He clasps his hands in his hair and looks at them both.

"You guys.." "We are so sorry Lando." Charles sobs. "You said you don't trust me, but I didn't know that trust is so low." Lando says and he looks away and shakes his head.

He hears Max and Charles' sobs.

"How could you think I would share a bed with Oscar?! I love you, why isn't that clear to you?!" "We know you love us." Max says immediately. "Why would you think this? I understand that you are insecure and I understand that when you see that photo you become sad, but it is immediately assumed that I have sex with Oscar because I don't answer my phone is not okay. I know I have damaged your trust with such a photo while I can't do anything about it. Yes, we were close to each other, but that's what you do with your friends in the club too... Everyone already sees me as some whore, but you guys also think that-"