Louis’s P.O.V
These two weeks have gone by pretty fast. Each day me and the boys would visit Maya and just hang around. Surprisingly, Maya has gotten along with the boys pretty easily. Her and Niall are definitely the closest.
There’s been something on my mind this whole time though and it’s really bothering me. I’ve somewhat talked to Harry about it, but not much. I wouldn’t dare bring it up in front of the other boys though.
Eleanor. As far as Zayn, Liam, and Niall know, Eleanor knows about Maya and Maya knows about Eleanor. But that is definitely not the case. I’m at a loss of how I should tell El about Maya and vice versa. There’s something that scares me about telling them. El probably won’t let her come on tour with us. I know I shouldn’t let her “boss” me around like that, but I don’t want to lose her over something like this.
And telling Maya scares me just as much. I don’t want to lose her either. But I don’t want to choose! Who would want to choose between their girlfriend and the girl that you saved and probably won’t make it without you? There’s no one else for Maya and I know she won’t last in an orphanage.
I hate saying this, but sometimes I wish I never met Maya. Yes I know that she wouldn’t even be alive right now if I wasn’t there with her those four weeks ago when her parents came home. But I can’t help but wishing I didn’t meet her. If I didn’t meet her, I wouldn’t have to decide between Eleanor and Maya. I really don’t want to but I know I have to.
Harry’s P.O.V
Louis’ really worrying me. He’s always so stressed about the whole Eleanor, Maya situation. I know it’s hard for him, but he’s making too big of a deal out of it. If you ask me, Eleanor won’t care. She trusts Louis and we all know that; Louis knows that. He shouldn’t be worrying about this. Eleanor will understand why she’s on tour with us and she won’t care. He really just needs to relax about it.
“Maya, Harry! We’re leaving!” Louis’ voice screamed from the front of the flat. I got off of my bed and walked out to the front door where Louis was waiting for Maya and I.
“Where’s Maya?” Louis wondered. I shrugged in response. I really do know, but she told me not to tell him. For good reason.
Louis doesn’t want any of us boys to fall for her. But it’s pretty clear that that didn’t work out very well. It’s pretty obvious that Niall has fallen for her from the very start. I don’t think Louis has noticed, but Liam, Zayn, and I definitely have noticed it.
Every time he looks at her, his eyes light up like a little kid on Christmas morning. As impossible as it sounds, he’s happier around her. Somehow, he’s even more happy than he used to be. Whenever he talks about her a smile stretches across his face. He gets really antsy around her, too. Nervous but at the same time excited. Like he has no idea what to do. Which in reality, he doesn’t.
According to him, he’s never felt like this before. Yeah he’s had some crushes before, but he swears he’s never felt exactly like this before. He keeps saying how he’s afraid to be near her though because he doesn’t want to hurt her.
When he told Liam, Zayn, and I that, all three of us bursted out laughing. It went on for a while until we realized he was serious. Niall could never hurt a girl like that. He would hate himself forever if he did. He just doesn’t have the ability to do that, which is amazing.
But Louis doesn’t know any of this stuff. Only the rest of us. Niall talks to Liam mostly but it always comes to me and Zayn. Liam can’t keep a secret for his life.
So anyway, Maya’s over at Niall’s watching movies until we leave. She was supposed to be back ten minutes ago and say she went out for a walk but I guess she lost track of the time and now she’s late. And I have to cover for her.
