Silver Soul

About you

It was Monday morning all I can think about was the half finished project that was on my night stand. At least that's what I tried to think about. My mind is scattered around like a maze.

I rubbed my face with my hands trying to regain my vision. Yesterday was unforgettable from stepping into a religion that I gave up a year ago to having my first kiss with a one eyed boy.

I can still remember his warm hands traveling around my body and his lips tasting like cigarettes and mint. I picked up the dress from yesterday the guilt that this dress has is unbelievable. It still smelled like Joseph,shivers ran down my spine. I'm not sure how to feel about this,I've never experienced this sort of thing. I've never had any romantic feelings for another boy at least not this strong.

I brushed away my feelings along side the white dress and stashed it away in my closet. I don't have time to be missing around with boys and romances that will just have to wait a while.

I combined my hair and neatly added two golden hair clips on each side of my head. I wore a pink top with a white skirt and my white heals that I had to wash by hand since the day that the car splashed me and Descamps with dirty rain water.

I was walking to school alone since Sebastian wanted to leave to early today for who knows what. I felt a sense that someone was watching me. I stopped and turned around,the street was nice and quiet,it's probably in my head I kept walking until I reached the school.

It might have been just me but I felt millions of eyes on me, are they judging me,is my outfit to bright,or what if Descamps opened his mouth already and told the whole school about yesterday. My checks felt hot I kept meeting eye contact with different boys but there was only one persons eyes that burned into mine,and that was Jospeh's. He was leaning against the building next to the main entrance. He looked normal with his eye patch and his disheveled hair. And of course he had a halfway finished cigarette in between his fingers.

We didn't break eye contact until I sat on the bench that was a couple feet away from him. Luckily my nerves went away when a blonde girl walked towards and sat next to me.

"Morning" Annick said
"Morning,are you alright you seem stressed"
"Well let's just say my project partner isn't helping much,he keeps staring at me and won't do his work" Annick sighed loudly while shaking her head. She looked hesitant on telling me something but finally she made her decision
"So in order for him to stop staring,i undressed myself in front of him." She looked at me after my shocked face she looked away feeling embarrassed
"Alright then,did it work?" I asked
"It did actually"
"Good" I smiled at her
"But not fully nude righ" I asked while giggling I knew the answer to my question already but I just wanted to make her laugh
"What no,I'm not some hoer" she laughed
Her face looked relieved,in her mind she probably thought I was going to judge her but I had no room to judge because there was a boy feet's away that had stolen my first kiss.

"I need to tell you something,but please Annick do not mention this to anyone"
Her face went from relaxed to back again looking nervous. She nodded in agreement
I took a deep breath,and before I could reveal my secret I glanced over at Joseph who was still leaning against the wall laughing about god knows what.

Annick looked at me confused,she followed my eyes and when she turned around to see who I was looking at her eyes widened.

"N0"
"What"
"You kissed Descamps didn't you"
Her reaction wasn't the greatest so I panicked
"What no why would you think that"
"Don't lie to me,you're getting all nervous and you won't make eye contact with me"
I didn't say anything I just looked at the trees that were moving with the wind. A shiver went down my spine I didn't know what to say