18 June
Dear diary,
Life is exceptionally great now. I have totally forgotten that a person like Alex exists but still there is a heavy feeling in my chest whenever I pass by his class. Maybe someday, that too will stop. I didn't really notice the new boy today, my heart is still feeling overwhelmed. But after their pe class, he came to the corridor after washing his face and oh my god, he is so fucking hot. Like especially at that time, he was angry at someone. Drenched + angry = Hot damn sexy. I instantly felt butterflies at that moment but it wasn't that serious like I felt before. That's pretty much it.
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June 19
Dear diary,
Today I had a wonderful day, no boy thoughts, no nothing. Just me and my friends enjoying together. And listen, this is the first time until Alex that I have felt so peaceful. It did get pretty lonely at times but I could manage. The new boy was sick today so he looked like a mess. But whenever he passes by, my heart skips a beat. I suspect that he is dating someone or is in love with someone like I am but I don't know. Now I realised that my best friend's bf and the new boy are homies. So as besties, we have the role to make sure that our friends spend some 'couple' time together so we do see each other often as the security guards.
