19th July 2024
Dear diary,
Sorry I couldn't write for too long because of the exam stress. Nowadays I am focusing more on studies and creating a healthier version of myself. I actually feel like I don't like the new boy. He is just friendly and normal and I don't look at him either. Alex took away everything including my ability to love. I moved on from them both. Guess what, I am getting the ick with mr Alex now. He shaved and looks like the little alien creature from star wars. I felt disgusted bruh. But today, I was smiling because the new guy said something and my friends were teasing me like "oh my god, do u like someone? Why are you smiling" I was trying the most to change the topic but they were literally so suspicious. I came across Alex's gf today. Me and her bestie were together for a project but suddenly she called her and they became a group. She was making a kinda rude face idk why but yeah..That's it.Life is pretty disturbing and depressing!
7th August 2024
oh my god so there is a lott to tell. There is a rly handsome boy who is our senior and once i said that he was cute to my friends and they teased me. So there was competition going on for dance and music programs and I happened to be a volunteer and had to look after the stages. Thats when senior and his frds came. I felt goosebumps and butterflies and stared at him for what felt like forever. He actually came to see his gfs dance program lmao. And my bestie is also attracted to seniors bestie. We were just having fun staring at them but they both are not single lol.but anywho we r just enjoying some teen drama. We both dug up some tea abt them and it was soo excruciatingg ahh. Our mutual friend also likes a person from their friend group, so we went and asked for his snap. Bro thought my bestiee liked him and smiled.. Idk what all is abt to happenn. Hope there aint no misunderstanding but he is single so my bestie or our mutual bestie could actually pull. Im so flustereed rn byee.
