One more thing

trickery

You said you loved me.

But now i see the truth.

You covered yourself in bittersweet lies.

Your so light yet your heart is so dark.

I see everything now

Your crystal blue eyes did not hold love

But trickery 

your smile held a venom you signed the lie with.

I now see everything.

remember these? 

"I love you star"

"I love you too and good night my love ❤️"

"I will never leave, and I love you more than you could ever know"

 "I will never leave you"

"We always go star gazing and stars are beautiful just like you ❤️"

"I'm so proud of you"

I re-read these messages now

these messages that seemed so beautiful to be before

seems so ugly now.

I see every mistake

I now see every clue

every.

wrong.

thing.

you knew you were caught so you ran

but you may run or hide

but the truth will always find you

it will strip you of everything you ever loved

it will take and take

until you feel the pain you inflicted on others.

on me.

I will follow you anywhere you go.

you will see me in the shadows of your room when you lay your head at night

you will see me in the light of dawn when you wake up

you will see me in your cold heart once more until you go mad

and I will not stop until every conflicting lie

every painful memory

everything that came out of your venom.

eats you from the inside.

and you know

for a moment I almost thought it was my fault.

but I will not let you hurt me

I will not let your old messages deceive me and have me shed a tear

I will not give you the honor

I will not make you satisfied in your lies or trickery

I shall not and will not break.

I'm done finding out every relationship I've ever had was built on a foundation of lies and toxicity.

now I will not end this in a "I hope you find peace"

cause it would be quite distasteful to write a lie while I'm ranting about someone who lies

so, I'll tell the truth

I hope the fiery pits of hell open up and drag you with it.

but atlas that's all I have to say.

I guess I can say I hope you do find peace Austin

in hell.