Come find me •Lovertation•

𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 6

A/N: This is gonna be hella long. p.s I'm sorry (no I'm not!)
TW FOR THIS CHAPTER :D
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Reputation's Pov:

This stupid day was finally over. I grabbed my backpack and went home, not bothering to say goodbye to my large array of friends.

I arrived at my front door, mentally preparing myself for what waited inside. The second I opened the door, I got slammed against the wall by my shoulders.

"What the fu-" I started, before I saw my dad's raged expression, anger just pulsing through his body, you could feel it.

"Got a fucking call from your coach. You passed out yet again in the locker rooms. You're making our family look bad, reputation." He said, his voice lowered to a dangerous tone.

"I- I'm sorry, father," I gulped. Tears rose in my eyes.

"Ohh, 'I'm sorry father' 'it won't happen again, father' 'I can't control it, father' I'M FUCKING TIRED OF IT, REPUTATION GRAY ALISON! I'M FUCKING TIRED OF IT!" He screamed. I flinched and tears quickly rose in my eyes.

He laughed as he saw the wetness rising in my eyelids.

"Oh, you're gonna cry now? Stop fucking crying, it's for the weak! You wanna be weak, reputation?!" He yelled. He raised his hand and hit me. Hard.

Ringing. Ringing. Ringing. Pain, pain, pain. That's all I felt in that moment. I stumbled out of his grip and tried to escape. Of course, he caught me.

"Where the fuck do you think you're going? You're weak. Useless. Worthless. You'll never amount to anything, why try? You know damn well you deserve this. After everything me and your mother give you, you decide to Starve yourself for attention and pass out for fun? Yeah, no." He finished his rant.

Worthless. Useless. I deserve this.

"You're right. I apologize." I respond, turning numb once again.

He shoved me up the stairs and I ran up them. I collapsed in my room shut the door.

Breathe.

Breathe.

Breathe.

I couldn't. My airways were closed.

I was about to cry. All I could feel is weak, stupid. He was right. He was fucking right.

I needed something. Anything.

I scrambled up and shoved my bedside drawer open. I scrambled through my drawers and practically sobbed in relief when I found the one thing that helped.

I grabbed the glint of silver and slammed the drawer shut, walked back over to the door and locked it, then leaned and fell against it.

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Jaxon's Pov:

Rep stormed out without telling anyone.
She passed out in the locker rooms of practice yet again. This was the 2nd time this month.

I would've gotten her to come with me so she didn't have to deal with her parents, but of course, she left. I didn't see her once.

I was standing at the entrance and exit of the school, when I saw a figure walk up to me in my peripheral vision.

"Hey, Jaxon!" Lover said, her brightening personality already sending waves of happiness pulsing through my body.

"Hey lover! What's up?" I replied, smiling back at her.

"Have you seen rep? She's been acting weird all day and I can't find her. Does she hate me after last night? Oh god, she hates me after la-" she rambled, overthinking everything.