Come find me •Lovertation•

𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 11

A/N: idk when I'm gonna publish this so yeah.

Tw, not very large tho

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Rep's pov:

Mid and I were now heading towards school. Lover still wasn't replying. She usually replies really quick. Did I do something...?

We got to school, mid went to 1989. I saw lover, she had a pink hoodie pulled tightly over her, she looked really pretty today. One thing, though, her eyes looked like she had cried herself to sleep.

Now, mostly it was subtle, barely noticeable, but with the amount of times I've spent crying myself to sleep and also studying and cherishing lover's gorgeous face, I could tell.

I walked up to her and wordlessly hugged her from behind, holding her close. I felt her relax into me.

"Hey, baby girl," I greeted.

"Hi," she replyed dryly, her voice didn't have the smile I had grown to fall in love with over these past few days.

I turned her to look at me. She was avoiding my gaze. "Babe, what's up? Wha'd I do?" I inquired.

"Just stuff, you didn't do anything, I'm sorry," she apologized. That's when she met my gaze.

Jesus Christ. Her eyes looked so exhausted, she looked worn out and terrible.

I just wordlessly pulled her into me, scratching her head as she tucked it into my neck. She breathed slowly, as if trying to control it.

She wrapped her arms around my neck and I wrapped mine around her waist.

"Shhh, it's okay, my love, you're okay, baby girl," I cooed as she shook in my arms.

My heart was breaking in half. I had never seen her like this, she was always so... happy.

"I'm sorry If didn't reply, I got grounded," she spoke softly.

"It's okay, I was just worried, what happened?" I ask.

"Bad grade, have to get it up," she said, pulling away and picking at her nailbed.

I subtly grabbed her hands and kissed them, partly in a comforting gesture and partly in a 'don't do that' gesture. She stared guiltily at the floor.

"Lov, a bad grade won't kill you. What was it? A D? F?" I asked.

She sighed. "C+..." she said, her tone guilty.

Was she serious?

"Lover, that's not that bad, babe. You can make it up easily," I insisted. She shrugged.

"I shouldn't have let it get to that, though. I'm so fucking stupid," she muttered.

"No, you're not. It's not your fault you had shit going on. It's just a grade, lov, you're not fucking stupid. I mean, I'm stupid so....that means you're-" I joked, getting cut off by lover.

"Behave," she warned. I smirked and kissed her cheek.

The bell rang, and we took off to 1st period.

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Lunch. Lunch, well fuck. Lunch. I don't wanna eat, I've been doing that way too much lately. How much weight have I put on? Shit..

We took a seat at the table, lover still wasn't back to normal. I decided to just let her sit on my lap while she ate.

We sat down, lover with her tray. The other eras and I conversed while lover remained unusually quiet, just picking at her food.

I decided to do what she had done two nights ago, and pick up some food with my fork and put it in front of her mouth while still talking with the eras.